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eferhilda · #1 (**permalink**) 12-03-2008

Well some shit in life has sprung up and decided to make my already stressful life feel more like Hell. So being as such I won't be on the guild over the next few days....right now I'm trying to figure out why I get up everyday.....its a wonderful feeling when you are in trouble and you call family to get help and all you get is a lecture of how you are a basic fuck up. Great way to start the day after a very stressful night....Any way I digress, SO for all those who are in my threads or whose threads I'm in I am terribly sorry but I won't be on over the next few days.....not sure when this will all clear up and I will be in the mood again to post, right now I stuck between wanting to cry and hurt something though I realize I can do both I absolutely hate to cry and as for hurting something I know that it will only momentarily make me feel better before I feel bad for hurting something else....probably go and take my frustration out on a mindless video game as I await a very important phone call. Once again sorry to you all out there and hopefully shit will worked itself out fast enough that I have more of a reason to actually giving a fuck then just throwing in a towel now and calling it a fucking day. One of those moments where I realize that I might be worth more to my family dead then alive.....Catch you all later....hopefully......

Skitzo-phrenick · #2 (**permalink**) 12-03-2008

*hugs*

Sorry to hear that life his dishing you shit. I understand the need to take a break and I hope that things work better for you. As a suggestion on the hurting things thing, I would like to recomend throwing something. For me I just end up throwing something that I know wouldn't break, or buy something breakable just so that I can throw it. It's a very good release... Well, that and sports. Playing a game of basketball or another contact sport calms me down as well.

I hope your family stops getting on your case and that you feel happier once more, and I hope to see you on in a better set of happiness.

Forgotten Wolf · #3 (**permalink**) 12-03-2008

I wish I had noticed this thread earlier... I'm really sorry to hear that Efer. I hope everything works out for the better and soon by the sounds of it.

76. · #4 (**permalink**) 12-03-2008

Don't give up, or I'll come there and kick your ass.

Funny how life can get that way for two people in so close a time-frame.

I honestly know what you feel like, towards the value of life, that is. Though I can say that I've decided not to let myself be convinced that a single moment in my long life will decide what my life is worth.

LordLynxx · #5 (**permalink**) 12-03-2008

I can only second those who commented before me. Don't give up to the obstacles of life. If you ever need to talk about it, msg me on MSN anytime and let me help if i can. I consider myself a little unreliable, but i'll try my best to cheer you up. As a friend.

Ice · #6 (**permalink**) 12-04-2008

Effie, don't you dare talk like that!

I hope all sorts itself out for you my hunny, and never doubt yourself when it gets shit. Trust me, i'm on the verdge of going loopy through stress.

Massive huggles from your girl in England.

Also, remember I <3 you.

Kuro · #7 (**permalink**) 12-04-2008

I dont believe I've ever conversated with you in my short time of roleplaying here, but I (like everyone else obviously xD) know what you mean.

I'd really rather not go into examples from my own life because it's quite depressing to think about.

Here's a few things you can do.

If your a smoker; Have a smoke. Only one. Im not trying to promote drug's but I know just as well as any person who's ever smoked that it can calm your nerves for a bit.

If your a drinker; Dont drink. It'll only make it worse when the drink wears off.

If your easily amused and love to see some cartoon's die violently and quite humorously; go to youtube and look up "Happy Tree Friends". It's seriously a stress reliever. >D

If your social; talk to people. A good friend.

Just talk. You dont need to talk about the problem, but just anything that can get your mind off the problem.

Extra: You can simply tell yourself that your better than to be put down by somthing as small as this. (even if its a big problem, this can help if you convince yourself)

D:

Im sorry if none of this helps and I hope you don't do anything rash in the period of time your away from the Guild.

That Harsh Reply · #8 (**permalink**) 12-04-2008

I can't say I know you that well, but some people I know pretty well...some pretty reliable people, Lynxx and 76. are really behind you here. I don't want to say I understand you and your problems...that'd be wrong. But I have troubles too at times, commonly more than anytime. I know you already have all these people here, and hopefully you are talking to SOMEONE personally about this...but if you do deem it your choice...my msn is on my profile and I just emptied my PM inbox.

Hope for the best.

That Harsh Reply.

eferhilda · #9 (**permalink**) 12-05-2008

Thank you all for your words of concern and support. Though I am now happy and relieved to report that the major problem that was causing me so much pain and grief has been resolved. There are still a few little stresses in my life, but I have been dealing with them for a while now so I am kind of use to them. Anyway, because of this change in events I am feeling better and I am ready to get back in the roleplaying saddle. Thank you all one again for understanding and your support. See you all on the boards.

Skitzo-phrenick · #10 (**permalink**) 12-05-2008

Glad to hear it, and look forward to posting with you again soon.

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