I took a sideglance here whilst I'm ostensibly researching for my presentation; and I now feel incredibly sad and awful. It was a great post my dear.
I do hope that next time it will end with a slightly happier outcome next time, but I am developing a post in my mind. It might be up at lunch time tomorrow, depending on how much I can get away with writing in my Genetics class (he gives us the papers in class and tells us to read them- its bullshite but thats ok. I'll take an easy class).