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After the kiss and hearing his words, he looked down, his glassy grey eyes away from his. "I can't stop you, but can you at least thing about it", he said, looking at him again. At that moment, Steven walked inside and ready to apologize. "Listen Katio, I was wro--Are...are you leaving", he asked as he saw Katio's bags packed.
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I took a deep breath trying to calm down. "You're a little hypocritical don't you think? You can protect me because you love me but I can't protect you because I love you? It's not a discussing, I love you and I will protect and stop you from doing anything that risks your life. If you do anything to risk your life I will risk mine on purpose. " Normally I'd never do something like this and it was out of character for me but it just proved how serious I was. "I love you and I don't want to risk loosing you and therefor this isn't something you cal talk me out of, you do anything to risk your life for me or at all, then I'll do the same."
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“No you can’t, thanks for trying though.” I gave him another kiss, not caring that Steven had entered and that he probably saw. “I am, I told you I’m not your brother anymore and actions speak louder than words. You never protected me, not once. Not when it truly mattered and I always thought it was because you were scared and I never blamed you for that but you’re clearly not scared, I get that you needed to stop me but I wouldn’t have killed them and yet you intentionally risked your own life, making me feel guilty for harming you. I have to live with hurting my own brother because unlike you I do care, you even did it when you knew how hard it was for me the last time I hurt you. Not only did you do that but you walked away when I was clearly hurt by your choice, I told you that you’d lose me and you walked away. I don’t care about your apologies or anything you might have to say because it won’t matter and I won’t care.” I intentionally turned away. from him, glad that my disability for once was in my favor. "You won't have to see me again, at least not for many years."
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Steven ran over and grabbed him and turned Katio around. "Look, I realized my mistake okay and I came here to apologize to you. There's no reason to leave Katio", Steven said. "I'm sorry Katio."
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As he whirled me around I slapped his hands away. “I thought I told you, your words mean nothing to me. I don’t care about your apologies.” I wanted to be furious with him but I wasn’t he had hurt my feelings and what I said was true, and I truly felt like he chose a spoiled brat over me. “You have to feel pretty sorry for yourself or are you disgusted? What is it? Is it a hassle to have me as a brother? Are you afraid you’ll get teased? Did you ever care or perhaps you changed your mind after everything that happened here? Are you afraid that people will tease you because I’m different? Don’t worry I won’t tell anyone about my past, nor about me being gay. You can life your perfect life; I won’t ruin it for you.” I knew I was being overly dramatic but he had hurt my feelings and as rarely as I showed it, this time I didn’t care. Normally I’d just close myself of and pretend like nothing had happened. “Fine, I forgive you.” I said nonchalant, continuing to pack. I opened the window and got ready to fly away, my wing still hadn’t properly healed but it was good enough for a short distance.
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"Don't go Katio", Brian said. "Katio...please don't", Steven said.
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"Will you stop trying to control me, I have no reasons to stay, I only came here because of you and we both know that when I make up my mind it's final. Unless you physically harm me then I'll leave and we both know you're not capable of that Steven, I won't stay here because I have nothing to stay for and therefor I'm saying goodbye. I don't want to make more drama then needed so why don't you just let me?"
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Steven just looked away and kept quiet. He tried his best, but it looks like his best...wasn't enough.
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I chuckled. "I gave you one way out and you didn't take it, you'd rather have me leave then hurt me, all you had to do was hurt me, I would have been forced to stay, all you had to do was prove to me that you would stop me, if you cared enough you wouldn't have wanted me to leave because then you'd loose me. It would have been selfish but still. Also you would have needed to learn that sometimes you have to hurt me, if you had harmed me instead of doing what you did then you would have proven to me that you cared, you would rather bear the guilt of harming me then for me to live with the knowledge that I hurt the people I cared for. Onii-Chan you're hopeless. Shouldn't you protect your little brother? Why? " I generally wondered and I was still waiting for a reason to stay. "Give me a reason to stay, I don't want to leave but I have nothing to stay for. Prove to me that you care, do anything."
Last edited by Neliel; 03-29-2012 at 11:11 PM.
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"But I just don't want you to get hurt," Terra said," I just worry about you. I'd rather die than let you die."
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"I know and I don't want you to get hurt either which is why I think it's justified. My feelings are the same as yours, so you should know how it feels when you throw yourself into harms way. It's like I did it to you."
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