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I live in darkness.
-Aimi-
"You don't get it. It's hard for me. I may be the one dying but I'm loosing you as well and you bring it up with so much hope i your voice and I know there just isn't any, I have no idea how to handle this but I'm dying and I'm leaving you with this huge responsibility. And I know you say it's alright but I feel guilty and that's what matters. I don't want to do this to you, I don't want to leave you with a child on your own. Especially one that's not yours, yet a constant reminder of what you lost. Not you're risking your life. I want to take an abortion." As I said this he placed his hand on my stomach and it made everything so much harder. He's this supportive with a strangers child, think of how loving and caring he would be if he knew the truth.
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Falling into Darkness
((So what about her being free?))
"An abortion?," Terra was surprised," But, why? I told you I'd take care of it. I don't care if it's not mine. As far as I'm concerned, it is. Look, I know I shouldn't be holeful, but I want to believe that maybe there's a chance. I'm sorry if it bothers you that I feel that way. And it's not any trouble to take care of it."
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I live in darkness.
((I'm giving it some time. Got to let the chairman have time to actually perform the ritual xD))
-Aimi-
"Because I can't let you be responsible for all of this. I can't ruin your education and your plans. We don't have any jobs or money, not to mention it's not your child and I especially don't want to bind you to something then. Leave me alone Terra, I need to do this and I want to do it. I don't want to kill a child but I'm saving your life." I started walking away but as I heart a loud clink I looked down to see that my bracers and collar had fallen to the floor and I gaped in shock. "Nononono.... I don't.... this... how?" I was terrified because this meant I was free. either my Master had died or someone had freed me both which terrified me because I hadn't lived any other way in 25 years and it would take ages for me to get used to it.
((And this is what I was waiting for ))
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Falling into Darkness
Terra had heard it as well and looked over. He saw that the chains and collar fell off. "What...," Terra didn't know what happened, but the chains were gone," Are you... free? I didn't do that, so what happened?" Terra didn't really care. He was honsetly happy. He tried not to show it, knowing she would be upset.
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I live in darkness.
-Aimi-
I fell down to my knees and tried to put it back on but it just wouldn't. It continued to fall back off. "Nonono...." I sobbed as I desperately tried to hang onto what wasn't there anymore. "He's my family I know you don't understand but I just lost someone I loved and to you it's probably something you can't imagine but I love him I truly do and this is his child. " I didn't want to tell the truth yet as I didn't know what was happening. "I won't accept this...." covered my face and sobbed.
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Falling into Darkness
"Don't cry," Terra went over to her," I'm still here. You still have me. I know it must be hard, but I'm still here for you."
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I live in darkness.
-Aimi-
"No you don't know... I don't want to loose him. He's my family, good or bad and I want to go back. I don't care about the pain I just don't. I'd rather everything go back to normal before I came here." As soon as I said this I regretted it. "I'm sorry I'm just so confused. I feel lost and I lost someone I care deeply for but I would have chosen you no matter what but... It's hard..." I wiped my tears but deep down I was heartbroken.
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Falling into Darkness
"I'm sorry," Terra said," I know you're lost, but let me help you, please. That's what I've always done."
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I live in darkness.
Aimi-
"How? I have a child on the way. One that I don't know how to take care of and you don't either. I don't have money or a place to stay. I don't have anyone to pay for this school although those things is the least of my problems. The biggest one being I didn't think I would live to see my child, let alone raise it. I can't do that. I know nothing about hellhound pups, let alone half hellhound half human I just don't understand. I can't do it and I don't want to. On top of this I've lost a brother, father, friend and well lover. He's been everything to me and it's hard. But I know you're there but now I think I need to go to the nurse tomorrow. This has convinced me. It doesn't matter that it's a sad thought because I can't take care of it and I need to learn to live. I know nothing about being free."
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Falling into Darkness
"Human?," Terra looked confused," But your master's not... It's not really his, is it? I'm the father... But I don't want to loose this child. I don't know how it'll work, but I want to try."
Last edited by DarkDreamer; 01-28-2012 at 03:26 PM.
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