Oh bite me, Sucker (Kyux & Confusion)

[Kyux]

Great. Now Anthony felt bad for yelling at him. He sighed and then kissed Alexanders cheek slightly."It's fine." He sighed and stared at him, with that annoyed upset face again. He couldn't stay mad at Alexander when he had just made him from very happy to sad. He felt guilty and apologized.He rubbed his temples and sighed."you know it';s not fair of you, I havent had sex for over three month, heck, even more,sicne iv'e met you, and now you're leaving me hanging again, it's really, really not cool." He said and glanced at him, as if waiting for him to make it up to him.

[confusion]

That was one of the good things about having a childish face; people always sympathized with you when you looked really sad. Felt sorry for you. Anthony did that too, he looked annoyed but not that angry. He even game him a whole explanation about why he reacted that way. Alexander wasn't really sad or anything, he had just gotten a bit scared because of Anthony´s sudden shout. But as Anthony gave him the explanation about not having sex for a long time, and Alexander "hanging him out", he just raised his eyebrows in confusion and looked at Anthony as if he didn't understand. "Wait, wait, wait a second." He said and held up his hand as if to shut Anthony up. He then brought it down again, took a step closer and lift his eyebrow at Anthony.
"When did this start to revolve about sex? You didn't think I'd actually sleep with you? Right?" He asked, and smiled nervously. He liked the idea of making out with Anthony, but sex...? He knew nothing about gay sex. Except between lesbians that is. Porn for the win.
The little action he had gotten in his life had been with his pissy girl friend, and that was almost a year ago. But he wasn't as frustrated as Anthony, his body didn't really crave for sex in his age, he had gotten over the pubertal "humping everything that is moving" fase.
Hadn't Anthony?

[Kyux]

Anthony blinked and looked at his finger. "Not revolve around sex but come on, you're a grown man." He said and looked at him . He was surprised that Alexander didn't want anything other than making out. But come on, yesturday he too was nearly... He sighed and looked at Alexander.""Not sex at least, a handjob or something. "H sighed and rolled his eyes, clearly unsatisfied."You know what, alright. No sex. I agree. "He said as simply as that. Sure, inside of him he was raging. But he figured that the two just started something, and Alexander didnt even belived that he was gay. Or bisexual for this matter.

"But if there will be no sex you'll have to stop touching my ears like that because it's the same if I'll start grinding my hand against your little pal and then before the end I'll remove it. A horrible feeling indeed. "he said as if it was a casual thing. He was going to have to hold himself from trying and humping everything he sees. For Anthony, for the lustful, usually sexually active Anthony even a week was a lot, not to speak of four month.

[confusion]

This was like...the weirdest conversation ever. It was really immature but it made Alexanders cheeks flush greatly. As if he was 11 again and he visited a friends house and their father suddenly began to talk about birds and bees.
But that was kind of how it felt like, to speak about jerking off and having sex with a grown up man. A man. Sure, he had spoken about this before. With his girlfriend. Well, those times had been more like him begging her for a oral and her just telling him he was a douche.
It was a whole other feeling now that it was the other part wanting it too. Or maybe even wanting it more.

It wasn't like Alexander didn't not want to sleep with Anthony, it was just the fact that he didn't know how. He had been disgusted with males kissing eachother up until now, and watching porn with that was excluded. But it was about the ass, he knew that much.

He hated that Anthony looked and talked to him as if he was the most immature and childish guy on earth, and he tightened his fists and raised his now nervous gaze at Anthony.
"So if I..." He started, his words a bit shaky. This was like the weirdest question ever to ask. "So you'd let me do you then?" He asked, his brows now lowered as he looked unsecure. He tugged at the end of his shirt and bit his lower lip. Most of the color had escaped from Anthonys face now.
It was a weird question but he just wanted to know. How far Anthony actually had in mind that they would go. And honestly speaking, Alexander couldn't help but to feel kind of against the fact of not sleeping with Anthony. He wanted to see that cute, blushing and moaning face of his again. And he could create it by touching his ears, which he was forbidden to touch unless he thought of going further.

[Kyux]

(ooc: I must say that Alexander is fucking supermega hot in this picture X_X)

Anthony looked at him. He looked at him slightly shocked and held himself from bursting out to laughing. He wouldn't, poor Alexander seemed to not understand any of this so he wouldn't, it wasn't nice, after all he was his teacher, apperently in more things than history. But he did grin. He rubbed his temples after Alexander asked if he'd let him do him, and then smiled a little."Techneclly, I'm the active one and you're the passive. But I guess...I guess if you really insist on doing me, I'll let you, yes." Anthony didn't liked when someone ripped him from behind, he preferedd to do that, but he decided to let Alex expirience a little from everything, and they could switch later.

[confusion]

(Too bad he doesn't have like any hair! xD Alexander is an idiot )

Alexander smiled sweetly and nodded, making his blonde hair bounce slightly. "Oh, okay. That makes sense! Thanx!" He said enthusiasticly, like a 5 year ready to burst into a toy store. He then placed a jaunty slap on Anthony´s back. Yes! This was excellent news indeed!
Truth was;

He didn't understand a flying fuck of what Anthony had just said.

Active, passive? He thought that the whole deal about having sex was both parties being active. Both wanting. Wasn't it rape if it was the opposite? So did gay people rape each other instead all the time? That just sounded way too weird. That couldn't be it.
And Alexander had actually gotten Anthony´s permission and that was good, right? Oh God it all sounds so wrong.... What was the difference between doing someone and doing someone? When he did his girlfriend, she did him at the same time. What was the difference? He had gotten a permission, he had found out that Anthony really did want to sleep with him, but he had gotten a thousand new questions.
As the image of two, overly muscular almost bald men trying to rape each other popped up inside Alexander´s head, he couldn't help but to let out a loud nervous laughter while his face was distorted into something panicked. Because he was kind of panicking. Inside his head with the thoughts of two biffy men running around a room chasing each other and giggling and shouting things like "I'm going to rape you" and the other one "Tihihihihi well why don't you try". A throbbing headache grew inside of Alexanders head. He rubbed his tempels with his fingertips in the same way that Anthony had just done.
This was all so fucked up.

[Kyux]

"Thanks? Thats what you have to say? Thanks?" Anthony glanced at Alexanders face. The boy deffinetly didn't understood a word he said."Gosh Alex. I can't belive that I have to explain this to an nineteen year old man" He said and rolled his eyes."The passive in a gay relationship is the one who gets fucked in the ass" He said and then motioned to alex. "The active one is the one who fucks the passive one's ass!" He then motioned to himself. "I'd make an exception so you will try both sides and we could switch later! Or not do it at all and then it will all be about blowing and handjobing one another." he said simply and smiled, his fangs were popping out a little."Kapish?"

[confusion]

"Kapish?" He repeated, and stared at Anthony with big eyes, then his gaze turned dark, and even more panicked. "THERE'S NO FUCKING KAPISH HERE!" He bawled and tightened his palms into fists that flung around his body as he shouted. He was freaking out.
"You just said that someone gets fucked in the ass and pointed at me!" He pointed at himself, and had to shake that scary and disgusting thought of getting fucked in the ass of him. It was just too freaky. Now it all made sense, but it still didn't. This was truly fucked up!
"And then, and then you say that we should go all gay and have a fiest on each others cocks?! Just like that?! It's not fucking grocery shopping we're talking about here!" By now he was talking so loudly and fast that the saliva almost sprayed around his mouth. Sure, he was probably overreacting again, but this all scared the crap out of him. This wasn't natural! And still Anthony was talking about it as if Alexander was stupid in his head for not understanding it. As if it was the most natural thing in the world to get something up your ass. Now, that wasn't natural.

Instantly his middle finger popped up again and was pointed vulgarly at the older vampire with that stupid, conceited smile.
"You're sick! I'll never take anything in my mouth!" He roared, before spurted towards the exit. Just before he was about to flung the door open, he turned back to Anthony, narrowed his eyes and snarled; "You're the most biggest nastiest faggot I've ever met."
With those harsh words, he left the room and slammed the door behind him.
Gosh was he pissed!

[Kyux]

Anthony stared at Alexander as he was speaking and narrowed his eyes slightly. Great, he was Pmsing all over the place again, what could Anthony possibly say that would make him over react like that again? He didn't care already for Alexander great disrespect towards him, but it did made him annoyed that he was flipping him off over and over again, and then after a few days doing what he was said to do. He sighed and stared at Alexander leaving the class.
After Alexander's remark Anthony smirked"And even though, you still like me!" He snickered to himself and shook his head. Maybe he was really way to straight forward with Alexander, but wouldn't that was better instead of just lying to him? He said the truth!
Then, when the younger boy stormed off Anthony started walking after him. He walked beside him and glanced down at him"Look I didn't mean to offend I just explained how it usually works, if you don't want to do it then fine, but don't go all screaming around the place we might get caught." He said and sighed shaking his head.

[confusion]

This was just the kind of perfect start on the day that he longed for. He went berserk at Anthony.
It had happened more times just this year then he could possibly count in his head. Exactly how often did they fight with each other? Too much anyway.

The corridor was filled to the brim with people, pushing their way forward to get to the next class or just to get to their friend on the other side. Alexander was just trying to get away. It didn't work too good though, he kept bumping into people and getting elbows into his ribs.
When he finally got out of the worst mess, he noticed that Anthony had joined him by his side. He jolted, surprised by his sudden appearance.
He decided to listen to Anthony, he knew himself that he had probably been a bit nasty, locked their gazes. Even if Anthony was the one who was talking really lowly, Alexander was the one that hushed him down. He stopped walking and took a step forward to him. Looked up at him and made sure that everyone were too busy to mind them.
"Look Anthony, it's not that I don't want to it's just..." He sounded troubled and as one of Sergios friends walked past, he stopped talking, cringed, got the same facecolour as a tomato and walked even closer to Anthony. Making sure that no one would hear. He took a deep breath to calm down, then looked up shyly at him. "Just... I don't...I'm... I'm not a faggot okay? So I don't know anything. It's just..." This was far too embarrassing, he stepped back and covered his face into his hands once again. The blush spreading all the way out to his ears. What the fuck was he doing? Trying to tell another dude that he didn't mind sleeping with him? Sure, this was all fucked up, but Alexander seemed to be that in the head too.