Oh bite me, Sucker (Kyux & Confusion)

[Kyux]

Anthony sighed and glanced at him."cute? How's that cute? It's pathetic." He sighed and frowned slightly, but then he didn't care when the scent of the sweet, warm liquid hit his nose. He took a deep breathe and closed his eyes in a slight pleasure. He then stood up and smiled slightly at Alexander. "Danke, Meine Liebe." He smiled slightly and then placed himself so it would be more cofortable, and then started to suck out the blood, feeling hos his wounds started to slowly heal.

[confusion]

Alexander cocked an eyebrow and smiled at the feeding vampire, Anthony knew some german. That was interesting. Well, he did know a lot about history didn't he? But why would he know german?
Alexander curled up and hugged his jeansclad knees with grasstains, he was getting tired after all that had happened. He tipped over to the side and fell onto the bed, still hugging his knees and his hair splayed out around his scalp as he eyed the vampire that he loved so much.
"Hey Anthony, how come you know german?" He asked, and calmly looked at Anthony and all the blood that had gotten into his face.

[Kyux]

Anthony drank the blood of the dead animalwith so much pleasure.He then turned over and wiped his mouth, when Alexander had asked him how he knew German."I was in the Red Army during World War II..." He sighed and frowned slightly, gulping."I learned some then. A German family was hiding me at the time, so I had to study." He said calmly and smiled."Never knew it would come in handy in the future." he snickered and smiled to him.

~~~
And so finally, Anthony decided he'd leave. He couldn't stay there, not when the Holzmans would probablly be after him. He had made an agreement with them, that if they won't hurt Alexander, and let him be, he will leave without any sign, as if he wasn't there, as if he was just a gust and then disappeared. They, happily agreed.

So Anthony did so, he left. He left a letter for Alexander;

"Alex, I am very sorry for this sudden act, but I had to leave. I had made an agreement with your parents that if they wouldn't hurt you, and let you be, then I'll leave, and they won't hunt me down either. I know it might sound a little selfish, but I'm doing this for both of our good. Just know that I love you, and I hope to meet you again one of the days, hopefully, you'll be able to forgive me 'till then.

Don't try to find me by my scent, you won't make it, I burnt down the house and managed to make my scent dissolve so the Holzmans wouldn't think about finding me and killing me elsewhere.

Love, Anthony."

He moved to a different town, pretty far from the Grand Falls. And he started to teach there as well. It took him a lot and he didn't got over Alexander, he just couldn't. And so, he didn't have anyone for the past year after he left, not even one single person.

[confusion]

A year. A whole fucking year. The plastic fork in his hand snapped into two parts. No, it hadn't been a year. It had been more. 381 days, 8 hours, 2 minutes and 3 seconds 4 seconds 5 seconds. He was still counting. He gritted his teeth.

"Here. Borrow mine." Another of the interns in the hospital cafeteria said and held out a extra plastic fork. He took it and mumbled out a "thank you", before glaring down at his food again. The salad before his eyes suddenly reminded him a bit of Anthony. That lovely face that could take on so many interesting charades. That he hated. He hated Anthony.

Not because he didn't love him, he still couldn't stand the idea of not loving him. It was just that, he had left him. To protect him. Alexander was furious with that idea. He had also wanted to come with Anthony and leave the city of liars. He hadn't spoken to his parents in months, he hated them too. And he hated his brother, because he wanted him to forgive them for being so foolish. He hated him. He hated them. He hated everything.

After a long day of running around, taking notes and helping the doctors, he went back to the dressing room to get his things ready to go home. He looked at his reflection. Let his fingers run over his developed cheekbones. He wondered if Anthony would recognize him. He had matured extremely much the last year. Gotten taller, 179 cm. Lost the scrawniness on his body, 70 kg. His face no longer childish and round. He gritted his teeth again, this usual deep frown appeared between his brows. He would say he was pretty hot. But there was no one he could show that to. He just didn't feel like dating anyone. Even if it got lonely sometimes. He had made the mistake to make out with a chick on a party with the other interns once, they had started having sex, but he had freaked out. Had been drunk, angry. He had no idea what he was doing but he almost strangled her to death for not being Anthony. Luckily, the others just thought it was a sex game gone wrong as they burst into the room, it wasn't. He missed Anthony so badly. He had stopped crying ages ago, but he could still lay there sleepless in bed.

He sighed, and put on his trenchcoat and wrapped the belt around his narrow waist. It was getting cold outside, October. His body was getting stronger the older he got, but he could still feel the pathetic weakness of freezing.

He nodded at some doctors, to make a good impression, and then stepped into the elevator. His bag hung on his shoulder, and his pants were lightblue, same as all the other interns.
The elevator went beeep, and he stepped out into the hallway. A pair of drunk teenagers, mascara under their red eyes, stappled into the building. His sensitive nose could tell their entire night story. The right one, had newly thrown up and the mixed scents from her mouth told her that she had made out with another girl. The left one had a deep cut in her forehead where blood gushed out and her underwear, hidden under a pair of too small jeans reeked of another man. Alexander didn't care about them, his shift was over. And he didn't really care that much about the blood. He had trained himself. That was necessary if he should be able to become a doctor one day.

He stepped out on the street, the rain pouring down. He had forgotten his umbrella at home. He sighed, and decided to hurry home. He couldn't use his extreme speed in a crowded street though, way too dangerous for curious eyes.
Though he kind of felt really tempted, as a car went by, hit a pool of water and splashed all the water all over him. And he just stood there, soaked, as some schoolboys walked by and giggled at him. He hung his head down and swore silently, before walking forward again. His clothes transparant and glued to his fit body.

[Kyux]

(Is this the same guy? O_O at your picture I mean)

Anthony sighed. It's been a year. He missed Alexander so much. The cocky, player wasn't anymore, at least not with other people. He just couldn't be with anyone but Alex, and he didn't know why.

After finishing his job he noticed a strong blood scent, and decided to go see whats going on. He rushed towards the scent only to find a group of guys, kicking some other guys ass, and taunting him. He yelled."Oi! Scoot away !" He yelled and fixed his glasses.

Yes he was now wearing glasses, just to look more formal, his sight did became a little weaker though, from all the nerves that he had been through while leaving Alexander, and before , when he was tortured.

The guys swiftly ran away, and Anthony walked up to the guy and picked him up, rushing to the closest hospital. He put the man in the I.E and then that sweet, familiar, amazing scent hit him. "Alexander" He muttered.

[confusion]

( It is! xD Before I just chose the photoes where he looked the cutest and youngest xD )

All he wanted was to go home. And sleep. Without any of those dreams that he kept having.
But at home, he needed to study. No rest, no quiet. If he wanted to become a doctor and actually make a difference in life, he was forced to spend days and nights to study. And just to top it all, he had to babysit his neighbor, a cute girl in her 30:s, daughter when she took the nightshift as a nurse at the hospital. Not that Alexander didn't like kids, he was actually thinking about studying to become a pediatrician. It was just that, he kind of wanted to rest. Just lay his head down and fall into that darkness that was surrounding his thoughts. Just give up and fall into nothing, and let himself go berserk.

He inhaled the rainy air around him and sneezed, he rubbed his nose and tried to find a handkerchief in his pocket, he found one, but also realized that he had forgotten his phone in his locker. He sighed, and knew that he had to turn back.

He ran through the rain, even if it didn't really matter since he couldn't get any more wet. He was completely soaked, and as he stepped into his working place, there was these small puddles that followed his steps.

He stopped. What was this familiar weird, musky almost leather-ish scent that hit his nose? He looked around. Where did it come from? Why was it so much more distinct than all the other scents in this room? He had no idea. So he just stepped into the elevator and pushed down button 5. But the higher up he got, the closer the smell came. He rounded a corner and stepped into the empty lockerroom, opened his locker and took out his phone, hoping that his wet hands wouldn't damage it. He put it safely in his pocket, and left the room.

Only to stare into a far to familiar face, that he had almost forgotten how it actually looked like after imagining it so many times in his head.
He stood as paralyzed, the water drippling around him and his hair glued to his scalp. His voice was monotone, and his eyes wide open in shock.
"Anthony?"

[Kyux]

Anthony felt the familiar scent coming closer and closer. then, he started walking away, he didn't want to face him. Well he did. He wanted to meet him and hug him and kiss him and tell him how much he have missed him,but he couldn't allow that to himself, no, he was just going to hurt him again. If anything, Alexander probablly hates Anthony now anyway.

He started walking with his hands in his pockets and then stopped when his name was called. He gulpped and fixated his glasses."...." He didn't say a word but he did turn around. The boy grew up. So much. He was much more taller, muscular and.. manly. Anthony couldn't believe how much he grew in only one year. He glanced at him and sighed.

"I'm sorry Ithink it is best for me to leave Alexander." He said calmly. Each and every word stung his heart.

[confusion]

( It is! xD Before I just chose the photoes where he looked the cutest and youngest xD )

There was this snort that escaped his nose as his face was distorted into a malistic smile. His hand landed on his hip and he leaned his body weight on his leg, almost as if he was poking.

"For the best?" He repeated, his voice shaking. Just like his own, cold body. This cold, unhappy laughter slipped out of his throat. It got higher and higher, he grasped his stomach that was beginning to hurt, not because he was laughing too hard, but because he was so upset and angry.
He couldn't quite understand this. At all.

He looked at Anthony again, he looked... much more tired that he had the first time he had met him. And a pair of glasses was resting on the bridge of his nose. It was uncommon for vampires to need glasses, but he had heard of some.
His long legs easily made the distance between them shorter. The corridor empty, loud voices and whispers heard on the other side of the walls. He could hear them, they couldn't hear him.
He grasped the collar of Anthony, glared into his eyes. They were in perfect eyeheight. He had remembered Anthony to be so tall, now he was as tall as him. And he wasn't afraid of him anymore. He shook him hard once.
"You have no idea what's the best for me." His voice was low and his eyes dark. Small pieces of red dancing around the pupil.
He was pissed.
And confused.
Oh so confused.

[Kyux]

Anthony was stopped. He looked into Alexanders eyes, but this time, this time he didn't look down. He looked straight forward. The kid he knew grew up to be a handsome man. He looked at him."You're tall." He grinned slightly, his famous grin didn't change one bit. Its just that it's been a while since he used it, franqly, it was probablly the first time he did since they last seen eachother.

He looked to Alexanders eyes, seeing how they got darker."And youre mad. " He said calmly and sighed."I understand why though." He mumbeled and scratched the back of his head. He placed his hand over Alexanders, and brought it down."Lets take this somewhere else." He said and sighed, taking off his glasses, he wiped the lanses and shoved them into a small case.

He stared at Alexander in disbelief. How did the kid that was so much shorter than him, grew up to be so tall? He sighed and glanced at him, motioning him to follow, and walked to the parking lot of the hospital.

"So, what do you want? Explanation? I won't start speaking now.. I.. Just thought it'd be best, I couldn't stay there, they would hunt me down and kill me, and I couldn't take you with me, it wasn't fair to you." So I just left." He spoke calmly, even though every word hurt his heart.

[confusion]

For a second, his heart had fluttered as he saw that stupid, secure grin that he loved and had missed so badly.
But only, yes only for a second. His eyes were still dark.

The dark parking lot still had pretty many cars parked on it. A silver volvo, a red fiat, a lovely mustang that belonged to his boss and some other cars that belonged to either doctors, nurses or patients.
Alexander just glared at Anthony, outside the pouring rain could be heard. Smattering against the roof.

Alexanders hands, that had gotten bigger and stronger during the last year, turned into hard fists as he listened to Anthonys words. He clenched his jaw together and glared down at his fett, his toes curled up as usual. "Fair? Fair for me?" He whispered, he suddenly looked very very sad as he thought about how depressed he had gotten when Anthony left. His whole world had cracked open. For months he had kept on blacking out as usual, not feeding good enough. It had taken so much work to get to where he was now. And then Anthony were here? Just suddenly, at the Chicago North Hospital?

He snapped.

Pushed Anthony hard in his chest into a car, he was much more stronger then he had been last year. The car alarm went off. And the loud noise was mixed with Alexanders furious shouts.
"Fair for me? FAIR FOR ME? You left me. When I woke up, all that was left was a fucking note. A note. " His whole, soaked body was shaking and he could feel his face getting red from the rage. "I missed you. I missed you so badly." He shouted again, lower this time.
Then his shoulders went down and he sighed loudly, gazing tiredly at the dirty asphalt. He covered his face with his sweaty hands and just stood there, breathing heavily trying to calm down.

"Shit Anthony. Shit." He whispered, and this spasm that jerked through his body made him twitch.