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    ^ I hardly remember that.

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    I want nothing more than to be noticed
    and nothing less than you to know it

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    Everything is perfectly fine when I don't think about it.
    Then I delve into my mind and bring out some shit.
    give me a minute
    or maybe more

    This wasn't meant to be the destiny of these words.
    I was planning on butterflies when this occurred.
    It still doesn't have to be
    I control my reality

    So I wanna put it in neutral for a little bit.
    Do you have a problem?
    Dont chew me out for the little shit.
    If you insist there's a problem
    Don't grab the stem
    Go for the root.

    The most selfless person in the world
    Does it for the status.
    About that ball of help you hurled...
    I'm afraid it might miss

    you wanna meddle in my business
    Because my behavior bugs you?
    You just want me to fix this
    so you can be the one that helps so everyone loves you

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    stop that fucking banging beside my head
    Pop is hanging by his neck
    its only a dream
    a scene
    But if thats how I actually feel,
    why not make it real?

    A puzzle piece cut from a different jig
    crammed into place even though its too big.
    not a part of the big picture
    hawaii
    why me?

    I look and see a a hairless creature at the base
    under flowing hair and a painted face
    taught to think that our kind is beautiful
    ought to keep living because of the soul
    your child is still alive in your head
    thats all that matters until you're dead.

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    you see the magic trick
    the wonder is lost
    if you could pick
    you would prefer not to have noticed.

    having the clouds pressed against your face
    is much more comfortable than floating your head in space
    So you see that universe, what now?
    You've entered the real world, now how do you get out?

    the facebook fuckers
    belly tuckers
    sitcom loving
    pussy rubbing
    masses you consider yourself distant from
    they're doing it right.
    They are numb.

    We looked around the corner to find out about it
    We choked a little and gouged our eyes out from it

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    My entry from WOTM #17

    Fuel

    The air is grey and I'm starting to choke.
    It was this way before there was smoke.

    That shelf hasn't been dusted since '98.
    and I've yet to give that old TV away.

    We're buried here in our own excess.
    Our lives are written on souvenirs.
    But what if we had less?
    What if I erased the years?

    It won't be easy is rise from the ashes.
    But we won't be needing those champagne glasses.
    I don't need that box of cards.
    You can buy a more efficient car.
    You're child is in middle school
    but you still have the box to that kiddy pool.
    That blanket is from when you were a kid,
    piled next to the quilt and you and Grandma did,
    piled next to the one that's electric,
    beside the one made of expensive fabric.
    Packed like a mule.
    I see it as fuel.

    All the things you already have are holding you back.
    They're holding your hand, but breaking your neck.
    To seek and acquire is to Live
    and if I have to start a fire, I will.

    How important do your petty problems sound
    when your worth is burned to the ground?
    You're mad at your dad because he didn't buy you the new fad,
    But you'll be crying in his arms when the fire burns everything you've ever had.

    Purge it. Catharsis.

    . . .

    The shed is dark, another thing on the list to clean.
    You'll need a spark, and a healthy dose of gasoline.
    Beside the dirt-bike which needs to be repaired
    The candy-red canister stands there.

    Home alone, no one's here to get harmed.
    No one will hear the alarm.

    Suddenly I think of that annoying sound.
    It's bound to be the worst part of the doom.

    It would have been smart to spread the gas around.
    But I can't help but pour it all in my room.

    I feel like I'm dumping magma on my regrets.
    Smacking the bottom for every drop I can get.
    The carpet is really wet.

    I've never smoked a cigarette, but I've always kept this lighter.

    It's too late for second thoughts.

    It's here.

    It's faster than I expected.

    I'll no longer need to maintain
    everything that's set aflame.

    I'd be a fool to think that this awesome power was mine.
    Everything is being taken back by the divine.
    For a moment I understood the people who destroy
    The feeling is more satisfactory than joy.

    Wait.

    No.

    The walls are completely orange and yellow,
    And I'm standing here
    No idea where to go.

    I planned on walking out right after starting it,
    It was so enchanting.
    I succumbed to it.

    Collapsed walls. Walls of fire.
    And I'm standing here
    There is only fear.

    My tears dry as they form.

    This isn't fun anymore.

    My higher purpose has crumbled.

    I am going to die. Utterly humbled.

    However one thought enters my mind.
    It eases my insides.

    My family will keep on living.

    Escaping death and leaving a piece of themselves behind...
    That's the greatest motivation for living that they could ever find.

    I couldn't help but to chuckle.
    This was a better plan than the original.

    However, I'll still sorry.

    You'll wanna switch places with me, but I promise that there is no place I'd rather be.

    My only regret is that I didn't leave something for them to hold on to.
    I guess memories will have to do.

    They say you suffocate before you get burned
    I'd like it that way
    I don't wanna get hurt.

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    In the center lies those who live social lives
    Just outside are the rest, gazing inward
    Even with all of their envy and stabbing eyes
    They have company, standing at their sides

    Further down the spectrum there are scattered dots
    Too spread out to touch
    All we ask for is the outer-rim's thoughts
    Don't tell me that's too much

    Even if you manage to turn their gaze back
    And they see your lone dot surrounded in black
    They will never know us
    Those that would are out of touch
    Scattered across the world
    Too afraid to wander

    This individuality does have its perks
    The word itself being the main one
    If we can manage to get ourselves to work
    We can have a bit of that "fun"

    More often than not, you'll see these dots
    fall in the wrong direction
    Away from the world
    It's hard work, not falling into your own reflection

    Inside the labyrinth of our own minds
    The wrong corner could be a land mine
    It's so damn hard to find the exit
    Most have already quit
    But I'm still working on it

    I dance on this line
    Between rooms of my mind
    I could be waltzing to a perfect score
    Or stumbling through a locked door

    Your touch is more powerful than you might imagine
    A voice alone can be a comforting sound
    So, if you wouldn't mind
    Turn around

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    I'd like to draw a self-portrait
    All artsy and black.
    But they'd take one look
    and they'd call me a fag.

    I wanna tell my story
    so they know what to expect.
    But they say "Nice excuse"
    You loser. You wreck.

    That's a nice gesture
    Sticking your hand into the trash.
    Only this my house
    Stop helping and put me the fuck back.

    I'm not a fan of the mundane
    I'll skip it.
    When you think of my name
    lose the ring to it.

    Just let me talk when I want.

    So you're not a fan
    That's great, I'd rather not hand out autographs.
    But I'm a fucking man
    so don't look at me through this notion from the past.

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    This was going to be my entry for the last WOTM, but I never finished it. It's a really long poem about The Seven Deadly Sins. It's telling a story and it might as well be prose. I'm still contemplating whether or not to finish it. There would be action and such in part 3.


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    Subtlety. Subtly. Suddenly!

    Cars, horns, shouts.
    Unfamiliar territory.

    Drive, honk, shout!
    You're in the story.

    Produce, consume, throw the rest away.
    You must have a very busy day.

    Costumes: that's all there is.
    A performance.
    Les Mis.

    Customs dictate you keep your voice down
    unless of course
    you are shouting with the town.

    Coworkers and their silly tricks.
    You try to play with steel
    and you get nicked.

    I'm bleeding, look!
    LOOK!

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