"I would rather be dead though then talked to as if I am purposely repressing what is going on in my head. And it would be easier if to try and become someone new if I didn't have to deal with the fact that he wont let me forget that I am forgetting. I want out, I want fun, I want to cry, I want to know if I even have money." Vaka sighed, "What am I supposed to tell him, yeah you are sweet and all but I want to have sex with a stranger in a romantic place, I want to eat fine food and not have to foot the bill, I want to be naked in the water. How well do you think that would go over with Mr. Overprotective in the other room."