But I won't
Honestly, even if this isn't a 'rebellion' ( which I still feel it likely is, formulating from a discontent with society and coupled with wishful thinking ), it's still hopefully a 'phase'. Most of the premise of this, according to the people who came up with this as an idea, is based upon things that Penn and Teller can do blindfolded.
Also, if I remember correctly, you're at the proper age for a time in your life like this anyway. I turned to hardcore Christianity, myself. We all make mistakes.