Hi. I'm a wizard, and I'm new to the whole roleplay thing. I have had a tiny dabble, but I want to get into it because I write all the time. I'd be interested in both creating a roleplay and participating in one. I know they are hard work and respect a lot the people who create large epics, and would never leave the roleplay unless I had a reason to or if my internet access cut off completly. I checked out Iwaku, because it's smaller, and I had no luck with the site because it wasn't compatible with my browser and no one joined my roleplay and there were none that I liked there at the time. I did like the chat box that they have there, and they have a pretty cool looking site. That site would be a sports car to this sites volvo I think, because this site is def the safer bet as far as quantity of people here. I don't know the age of people here. I have freshly turned 26, and don't want to be playing with anyone below the age of seventeen, I am on medication for voices that makes me akward and feel ill about things like that. I don't know how to deal with imaturity I guess you'd call it. And I don't want myself axidentally causing pain in their mind from adult content to do with my thoughts about life, which are sharp and pointy, the reason I have to be on medication. The TV talks to me as well, and I think that a lot of people are slowly learning how to do that due to the ending of the mayan calender and the onslaught of the age of aquarious. The thing that cured my voices and the nasty parts of the TV was funnily a thing that I got off harry potter, which was sending owls to people. I would write a letter to my dad about him sounding like he was slamming my house and smashing doors and screeching along the road and eventually it stopped. I don't know why my dads got so much pent up rage, I think it is either because he is gay or he has issues about his father dieing in a car accident when he was four, and then I go on talking wildly and happily about synchronicity and he gets offended and thinks that he has to destroy it out of me. I have to go see him for christmas this year and probably wont talk to him like last year. But seriously, if you have anything like anger to a ciertain person, write to that person and don't send the letter. It's like magic. And imagine who is in your head making you angry or sad at that person, and write a letter to them. It all has to do with Avatars, which is the hindu word for god. They are animus like things who are borne of the global conciousness and they control us to a ciertain extent. Anyway, coffee makes me shake, and I am slowly thinking about studying philosophy, because I have a whole lot of new ideas. If you are getting angry about me in this letter, just let me be in charge. If you are laughing and think I suck, I will probably never get along with you. If you think that I am cool and are smiling along and imagining curling up as a chibi and peting a kitten, let us find a place where we can do that without these freudian ailments which plague us humans. I think I like all roleplays. My demon, who talks to me alot, wants me to start a roleplay about a girl who's pregnant and is wondering whether to keep the baby with a few friends. I cannot imagine a worse topic for me. I don't like the whole girl baby thing, it hurts me to have females used like that in such a degrading way--and it is even difficult for me to pinpoint that and say it. I guess I don't know why he is telling me to do that... Let's hear from him.
I am wanting him to do this because he is in love with a girl who will be like that at some point, and he will want to guide her to have his retarded baby if it is retarded and he will want to know how to control her.
Well, that is stream of conciousness writing with my demon in mind. (watch the golded compass if you don't totally know what I'm talking about here. The whole story is about schizophrenics in a veiled way, even though that word is pretty much defunct. Well, think witches and babylon and magic, and then the established church anti witchcraft mentality covering that up.)
I currently only have the internet for christmas, so I might not get it again for a couple weeks, but I think that I will be able to cover this introductory letter fairly well for a few days. Let's leave it at that.