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    Hannah Turner
    Age: 20

    I hate him. I've never liked him. I just hang out with the loser because he practically begged me too.

    Hannah remembered everything in the conversation that had led to her leaving this horrible place. Coming back gave her nightmares. What if nothing had changed? She had no choice to come back though. Her life was a completely in ruins. Leaving this town had been the best decision ever but where she'd ended up hadn't been good. Now Hannah didn't even know if coming back was the best thing. She'd barely had the bus fare to get here. All she had for belongings was a small cardboard box that she could carry and her backpack.

    He likes me. He'd do anything to make me happy, to get with me. It's so pathetic.

    Hannah had never said that about Caspian. He was her best friend up until that moment. Up until the moment someone had twisted her words, recording it all and editing, before letting it play on the school's sound system for everyone to hear. Cas refused to hear her side of the story. She'd cried after him. She'd been left the laughing stock of the school. Everyone whispered about her, called her the bitch. The boyfriend she'd had at the time had left her, and Hannah finished the school year before calling it quits and getting herself a job out of town. She quit school and took life head on, hoping for a fresh start.

    She'd gotten a fresh start, alright. A fresh start with the wrong crowd. Hannah wasn't proud of what she'd done, but it was too late to change things now.

    And so here she was, back in Little Springs, which was such a cliche of a name. The town wasn't little, and the place was anything but spring like. Sighing, she looked down at her box and walked down the road from the bus stop. Her parents were gone, they never spoke anymore. They'd heard the story and gone insane at her. After all they'd never bought their daughter up to do that. They hadn't stood by her or supported her. In fact, they never stopped reminding her of the fact. In the end she couldn't take the pressure and stress. The unhappiness. So she'd up'd and left.

    And a few months ago they'd died. This week she'd found that out, along with the fact that the house hadn't been left to her in their will. They wanted it sold and wanted the money to go to charity. So, she'd had an official letter asking her to clean out their house, get rid of their things and get the place ready for selling. She had no part in the house. She didn't know exactly how to feel about that. Even now her parents hadn't forgiven her.

    Staring at her childhood home, Hannah put the box on the white steps. She loved this house. She had great memories here. She'd often spoken of her dreams to have the place after her parents to start a family here. Ironic how after what happened they'd both cut each other out of their lives. And now she'd never see her kids grow up here. Not that she was ever going to trust a man again. That trust had been well and truly broken. So there would be no signs of family for a long long time.

    But that didn't stop Hannah standing there wishing for different things, remembering past memories and thinking about a non-existent futures.
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    Caspian "Cas" Gray
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    A pair of golden brown eyes scanned the forestry from just above the brown fence. A black horse rested beside Caspian Gray, and a tattooed arm rested on the shotgun hanging at his side, and the other arm leaned steadily on the fence. Behind the horse and Caspian were rolling fields of corn that rose, and fell with the landscape. The horses leash was tied to the post. Steadily the massive animal’s feet hoofed at the grassy ground beneath it. A tan cowboy hat rested on Cas’s head, his chest free of clothing, and a pair of loose boot cut Levi’s hung at his waist with a deep brown belt keeping them up. Dirt was splattered across Cas’s toned chest, steady bulks of dried mud had found its way to his arms, and face.

    For the last two weeks the corn, and cattle had been being terrorized by a small group of coyotes and Cas had made it a point to stand post for at least a short time to see if he could find the culprit. All that the large area of forest had accomplished was previous memories he wasn’t fond of. As a young boy he and his best friend had always snuck out to just the edge of the forest, and moved around twigs, logs, and rocks to find critters they could play with. Caspian remembered how she had made him promise not to tell the kids at school that she liked to play with the bugs. While that little conversation between the awkward pair had brought a crooked smile to his face, it was quickly torn away.

    The shot gun was tossed from one hand to the other, and the tattooed right arm latched onto the wood, as he hoisted himself over the wooden fence. Midnight, the horse, let out an uneasy huff, in response to his masters reaction. Caspian ran forward, the movement in the wooded space catching his attention. A tuft of fur and the movement in the undergrowth had been spotted, that alone had gotten Cas’s attention. So he bolted forward as quickly as his legs would propel him. The shotgun again moved from his left hand to his right. Brushing past a number of plants and tree branched he slipped into the muck of the greenery. When he spotted another motion of movement, he began again running in that direction. Branches ran across his bare chest, undergrowth missing his skin from the long jeans and high cowboy boots, but the branches scratched at his upper bodies skin, causing small spasms of pain but they were momentarily ignored as he pursued the assumed offender.

    Huffing heavily Caspian was stopped by the small fur ball stopping to stare at him. An annoyed sigh left his lips, as he laid eyes on the baby deer, causing it to retreat once more in the opposite direction. Shaking his head in annoyance he glanced down at his bare arms and chest, noticing only then the scratches which littered and burned his skin. Turning on his feet is when he was faced with the very thing he had been looking for – a medium sized coyote standing about as high as his knee. The animal’s hair was in all directions, tufts napped, and a crimson and brow color around its snout and feet. Without hesitation Caspian lifted his shotgun directed at the creature, and for some reason an image popped in there causing him not to pull the trigger immediately.

    Maybe in part due to the woods, or maybe in part due to his inability to let the past go – but it was of her, Hannah. The way her dark hair fell over her face, she was taller than him too, a foreign beauty of sorts just like the deer. Then there was him a short pimple faced kid, the unnatural of the two, just like the damn coyote in front of him. The animal lurched forward its eyes intent on untamed curiosity. Bang, and without a second thought, he pulled the trigger, annihilating the outsider just like they had done to him, years ago. They may have appeared the same on the outside, but Caspian knew that the small animal would have tackled him, and chewed his face off if given the chance. Caspian found it morbidly ironic, he was more like the docile deer back then, at least on the inside – too naïve and confused to see what was coming. While Hannah was just like the coyote on the inside– ready to take him down for her benefit. That was his last thought on it, before he checked the animals pulse to make sure it was dead, and headed out of the woods.

    Once back at his horse, he mounted it, and headed for the house. It was nearing dinner time, and if he was late his mom would skin his hide, and he wouldn’t need to worry about the coyotes. A steady pounding of Midnight’s hooves against the ground was heard the entire way home, the dull rise and fall of the animals movements were a comfort for Caspian after riding for so long. His back was arched, and his hands were on the saddle’s nub, as they also barely hung onto the control rope. Midnight was his horse, and he hardly rode other horses, but they had a bond, and Caspian trusted him. So while the horse headed back towards the stables, Cas’s eyes scanned the surroundings, ushering in the workers who hadn’t paid attention to the time.

    When the horse was in its pen, Caspian gave it a small bucket of food, and headed in for his own dinner. The screen door creaked as he opened it slowly, he knew he was late, and he knew he wouldn’t hear the end of it – or at least he had thought that. Once he had crept inside he slid off his boots, but there was a strange buzz in the kitchen, an overly chirpy tone coming from his mother.

    “Cas? That you? Yer late,” she nearly sung the words, “You’ll never guess what happened to us today. Come wash up quick.”

    His mother was exuberant, and on some occasions overbearing. Much like Bill, Cas’s father, Cas had learned to let BettyAnn take the lead on things, and only did they speak up when it was necessary – though this was more so Bill’s forte than Cas’s. Cas was his own man, had his own choices and more often than not he had found himself standing against his mother, even if he hadn’t wanted to be. While she had told him to wash up, he planned to at least his hands – he had been out working all day and was starving. With a few quick strides across the gap leading into the kitchen, Caspian darted for the sink - too hungry to consider looking around the room. On more than a few occasions he and his father had attended dinner shirtless, and it had never been an issue, as it never was for men. Though as soon as his arms and hands were clean and he turned around he realized he should have pieced together his mothers chirpy tone, and comment to something bigger.... Caspian's mouth didn't drop, but his entire body tensed up as his amber eyes took in her vibrant blue eyes, tanned skin, and flowing auburn hair. Nothing could have prepared him for her being there.
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    "Hannah, that you?"

    She froze hearing a familiar voice. Caspian's mother, Betty Ann. She frowned as the younger girl turned around to stare at her best friend's mother and father.

    "Yeah, I'm just here to clear out my mother's place." She sighed, throwing some more rubbish in the bin. She wasn't going to keep anything and cleaning the place out was going to take at least a week. Her parents obviously didn't want her to have anything. She was even throwing out the family photos.

    "You should keep them." Betty Ann told her.

    "My parents don't want me to have anything to do with their things. They've made that pretty clear in their will, and by not inviting me to their funerals. It was made out clear that they wanted nothing to do with me." Hannah didn't look at the adults in front of her as she dumped more photos in the bin.

    "Can you blame them after what happened?" She frowned.

    Hannah knew that 'the incident' would be bought up again. After all, it was her son they were talking about. Hannah's fight had disappeared for now though. She didn't want to try and convince people anymore. She knew the truth and that's what mattered. Her words had been twisted.

    "I said I was sorry. I can't keep apologising and I'm not going to. I gave up fighting long ago. Nothing matters anymore. Past is past. No matter what I say or do no one will think differently of me."

    "Come on, Betty Ann." William told his wife. "I want to get home."

    "Stop it, Bill. Go home yourself if you want to get there so desperately." Betty Ann then looked at Hannah. "Where you staying?"

    "A shelter or something. Don't have the money for a place of my own." Great, now they could see how much of a pathetic failure they were compared to what their son Caspian was like. He was probably really successful now.

    Betty Ann looked back at the house and nodded but it was Bill that sighed and spoke up. He didn't like the thought of a young girl out on the streets or in a shelter. It just wasn't right. "Yer coming home with us. Just til yer get yerself sorted." He added.

    Betty frowned at her husband, especially when they both knew what they'd done to Caspian's heart after the scene at school. The last thing she wanted was Hannah breaking his heart all over again. He could recover once, but twice?

    "I can't..." Hannah turned it down.

    "Yer can and you will. I'm not having yer stay in some creepy ass shelter where God knows what will happen to yer. Alcohol and drugs fill those places. Yer can stay in a safe place at ours until yer sorted. Yer can help out at the farm as a way of paying for rent and food." He told her. "Now, I want to get home so lets make a move."

    Hannah just felt awkward. This wasn't supposed to happen. They hadn't mentioned Caspian though. Maybe he'd left for school or something. She could only hope. Facing him would be the ultimate embarrassment. That was the last thing she wanted or needed. Quietly, Hannah picked up her bag and box. "Thank you." She finally replied. "I promise to not get in your hair and pay my way."

    And with that, they headed to a home that had haunted her dreams and memories. She shook her head trying to bury the feeling of dread that took over her. And that feeling only got worse as she found herself in the kitchen at dinner time, having settled her things into one of the spare rooms before making her way down for dinner a couple of hours later. Not once had Caspian been mentioned so she figured that he had left to get on with his life as a successful male. She'd gotten her hopes too high though as that wasn't the case. Not when he was standing right in front of her. His body tense like steel, and hard like the metal too. She knew that he had not forgiven her by his expression. This was going to make things incredibly awkward.

    All she found herself doing at that moment was awkwardly smiling and holding her hands in the air. The word 'surprise' left her mouth, trying pathetically to lighten the mood and tension miserably. She knew it wouldn't help so didn't know why she even bothered.

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    While Caspian’s parents knew that something had gone down that was very bad years prior, they didn’t know all of the finite details – in fact most of the grownups didn’t – they had just assumed. It was always one story or another whisking around among people. Though Caspian couldn’t figure out why she was back there. Last thing that Caspian could remember about his parents and hers was that they had been friends since they were young. Just like Caspian and Hannah, though their parents stories weren’t as terrible as his and Hannah’s had been. Caspian lifted a hand to his stomach as it growled, and his hand rubbed across his skin and over the splatters of red which had found their way to his skin.

    Hannah lifted her hands into the air, waving them slightly in a jiggling motion, as she breathed the word, “Surprise.” He could tell by the way she was acting that she was no more pleased with this incident than he was. Caspian glanced towards his parents, his angry honey colored eyes leaving her face.

    “It was either she stay here, or in a shelter, yew you yer dad, plus Marilyn would roll over in her grave if she knew we let Hannah stay there,” BettyAnn spoke up, not entirely paying mind to her words.

    “Right,” he tried to act as if he didn’t care as much as he did.

    “Whatcha been up to Hannah?” Bill spoke up, his heavy accent leaking through, as he sat contently next to the girl.

    His parents had filtered in to sit beside Hannah, each eyeing the girl’s answer unbiasedly, before looking back towards one another. BettyAnn nodded her head urging her husband to speak. Though Bill looked reluctant he continued due to his wife’s urging, “Well, yer ma and I been talkin’,” he directed the conversation towards Caspian, “An’ we’re letting Hannah work on the farm to get back on ‘er feet. We know stuffs happened in the past, but we think you two needa put it aside, ya’ll known one ‘nother since you were in the wombs.”

    Caspian took a seat, his head too full of rubbish at the moment to think about what they were proposing. Still Bill continued, “So Casp, yer gonna have ta help her ‘round the farm gettin’ back into the swing of it all.”

    “I get it pa, but seriously I need food,” he said gruffly.

    Caspian sat down, not really paying much mind to Hannah. Even if he needed something passed to him he would generically ask for it, without even saying her name. Maybe his parents had been right, about the whole forgetting things, but it wasn’t as easy for everyone else as it was for her. His life had been hell to begin with, and that alone had made it worse in highschool. Still thinking back he remembered how badly off his face was – the kids called him pizza face, or found some other way to torment the late bloomer. If nothing else back then he had only trusted Hannah and he had thought they were really friends.

    Now though, many of the girls in town loved him, and he had no doubt it had to do with the newly founded chiseled body, and facial features that he had. Not to mention he was prestigiously running an entire farm, and his parents were loaded. They had numerous farms scattered across the area – running everything from crops, to cattle, chicken, honey farming, and he organized it all. His father was getting too old to do all of the planning, and to be frank the farm had gotten too big for him to run solo. Which is where Cas had come into the picture.

    “Yer not even gonna try’ ar yah Cas?” his mother piped up, due to the unpleasant silence at the table.

    “I been workin’ all damn day, I’m tired and hungry, an’ you spring this on me? This was years ago, so if it’ll shut ya up, yea I’ll drop it, but last I checked ya’ll are the ones who keep bringin’ it up,” his temper had flared and with it his voice rose a touch, “How’s life Hannah?” her name on his lips felt like rat poison burning and tingling at his skin in the most unpleasant way possible.
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    He still hated her. Hannah didn't exactly blame him, but he also didn't know the truth. He never listened to her and it hurt her to know that he never trusted her enough to listen and take her word for it. Yes, it was her voice, but she hadn't said everything that had been on that tape, or not in the order. She wasn't going to try and explain it now though. What was the point? He didn't listen before, he wouldn't listen now. One thing she did notice about him though was how he'd changed. He'd grown up from the ugly duckling into the beautiful swan. Maybe in some twisted sort of fate they were supposed to meet up like this. He could rub it in her face with how well off he was doing, and he could laugh in her face about her life sucking big time. Just like all those kids had laughed in his face because of her 'words'.

    "I've not done much." Hannah finally replied. "Just odd jobs here and there. Doing things." She wasn't going to reveal anything about herself to Caspian and his family. Yes, his parents were been nice to her, but if she gave any information out about her, she was sure that Cas would use it to get some kind of revenge on her. And she didn't want the whole town knowing about her personal life.

    "Doin' thin's? Like wut?" Bill asked, trying to get the conversation flowing. Both Cas and Hannah seemed reluctant though.

    "Just things." Hannah replied.

    Bill seemed to eat Caspian for not trying with Hannah but she didn't want him to try exactly. It would just be awkward. "Cas was never really the one for talking much to me anyway. Even back in the day I did most the talking. He'd just sit there and listen probably waiting for me to shut my big mouth." Hannah replied, grinning finally at the memory. "I would just talk and talk and talk and talk. Bet ya just wanted me to shut up." Since been in the city she'd lost her twang in the accent, but just sitting back at this table, with Cas and his family, like she'd done many times growing up started to bring her accent back like she'd never left.

    But somehow someone had... thinking back maybe she'd deserved it. She'd been the spoilt little rich bitch who had everything she'd ever wanted. And deep down, she knew that she'd taken advantage of her friendship with Cas as well. Well, she certainly wasn't the spoilt little rich bitch any more. She was lucky if she had more than a dollar to her name. She'd certainly had a rude awakening when she'd been kicked out of her house. Her parents hadn't even listened to her, just believing in a story they'd heard from gossip - heartbroken that she'd done such a thing to their best friends' son - to a guy that was supposed to be her best friend. And even after they'd died, they'd shown that they didn't want her to have anything to do with the town. That's what hurt the most, that in the last five years her parents hadn't tried to find her to even check that she was alive and okay.

    When she left at first, she'd returned once a week after dark to see the house and her parents. She'd hoped to see that they were regretting their mistake, but they didn't seem like they'd cared that she'd gone. Hannah didn't know the half of it though. They missed her terribly but pride and stubbornness had stood in their way. And they didn't want Betty-Ann and Bill falling out with them by forgiving their daughter like nothing had happened. Behind closed doors though, her mother and father had been anything but okay. And anyone that knew Marilyn would have seen it.

    Why was she even thinking about this? They were dead. They hadn't cared waht happened to her. "Well, I've forgiven and forgotten everything that happened in the past." Hannah spoke up. "I think we should have a party and celebrate." She grinned, deciding that humor and sarcasm was the only way she was going to get through this week and until she got back on her feet. "I'll be out of your way in a couple of weeks though. You can have a party for that, have an early celebration of my leaving party or whatever. Once I've cleaned the house up, handed the keys back, I'm outta here. It's what my parents want and that house is the only thing tying me to this stupid place."

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    Caspian watched her, before his tawny eyes flitted to his parents. Quickly he rolled his eyes, and slightly shook his head – he had settled on the fact that he would have to play pretend. Revenge wasn’t quite his forte but he wouldn’t refrain if it blatantly presented itself. Though he had decided upon staying polite to her in front of his parents, he would at the very least be standoffish, and an asshole on the sidelines. If nothing else, that is what he thought she deserved. He continued to shovel food into his mouth as they all spoke around him. He may have been lean and muscular but, he needed food to survival the extreme physical activity of running the entire farm… and he knew just how to make Hannah regret coming back to their town.

    Caspian had zoned out the conversation but he was drawn quickly back in when his mothers shrill voice filled the room. “Oh, nonsense child, the past is the past, but you are stayin here til you get on yer feet. I agree with Bill, it makes ma skin crawl knowin yer even thinkin bout staying on the streets or in a shelter with some hobos, so yer stayin’ here dear, at least till you get everythin sorted. Ya hear me?” She scolded the girl slightly, her silent way of showing she cared, and her tone, gosh that meant there was no room for argument, even Hannah hopefully remembered that tone from BettyAnn.

    “So yer workin’ with me then?” Caspian spoke up his eyes latching onto her face, and for a moment he kept them there without stuffing his face. When his dad answered for him, Caspian nodded.

    “Alright, well hope ya got some clothes you don’t mind gettin’ dirty, farm life ain’t nothin’ like the big ol’ city,” he said as he used the form to scrape up the remainder of the food. “Course I’ll take it easy on ya,” he smiled, a devious grin if you looked closely at his eyes, but on the surface it seemed nice enough.

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    Hannah rolled her eyes but she knew that she couldn't argue against Betty Ann and nor could she change the arrangement. If you can't beat them, join them. That's what her mother would always say. She rolled her eyes once more when Cas spoke. When they hung out as kids, she used to call him Casper, or Casp for short, just for the hell of it. And she was going to do it now, too. Just to wind him up if anything.

    "You don't need to go easy on me Casper. It's all like riding a bike, you never really forget." She grinned, "stop being a grouch, you're known to be friendly." She added as stuck her tongue out at him before finishing off her food.

    "That was nice, Betty Ann. Thanks for that. I'll just clear my place and then if you don't mind I'm going to go up to my room." She told Cas' mother. "Again, thank you for the lovely food." She took her plate and cleared up, before giving Cas a look and heading upstairs. She could give as good as he got when it came to verbal lashings, and she could be as sarcastic as hell when she wanted to be, worse than when she was a spoilt little rich bitch teenaged girl. But deep down, she was fighting back the hurt of been left of of her parent's will - never forgive for something she hadn't even done in the first place. That pain hurt more than missing their funerals, hurt more than mourning for their deaths.

    They'd never know the truth, they'd never be able to forgive her or welcome her back into their lives. And once she got the house in order, she'd be alone for the rest of her life. She'd put her trust in other people and she'd been royally screwed, twice now. She wasn't going to let it happen ever again. Ever.

    That night she slept in a proper bed and she set an alarm letting her get up early the next morning so she could start work with Casp on the farm. She was going to prove that her sarcastic words of the night before were true and there to stay. She was not going to be fooled into letting him bully her out of here or make her feel small because of what happened in the past. He hadn't wanted to listen to her. That was his fault, not hers.

    So, at six am she was down in the kitchen eating breakfast in an old t-shirt and shorts, with her hair tied up in a high pony-tail ready to go and work with Cas. She'd washed and dressed appropriately in her eyes and she was determined to get through the day like it was them working on the farm back in their high school days which they both did often enough to help Casp's father. It was something she'd kept a secret from the 'crew at school, almost embarrassed that she hung out on a farm getting dirty with Casp instead of hanging at the mall with her friends.

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    When Hannah called him Casper a visible grimace rose to his sculpted features. “Caspian,” he shot back before she even finished her statement, and he didn’t keep his eyes on her long enough to spot her sticking her tongue out at him. Caspian continued shoveling food into his mouth, while he was muscular; he found that it was mainly due to his mothers good cooking. She fed them high in lean meats, and of course their greens and fruits too. So he was always left cleaning up leftovers. When Hannah excused herself he said nothing, kept his eyes on the food, and waited. Boy did he have a little something to say to his parents.

    “I don’t know what the hell yer thinkin’, but me forgivin’ her, and her stayin’ here will never happen, ever,” he shot out as he left his dishes behind, and headed for the front door.

    Both of them stared at their son for a moment, his mom was ready to fire back, but she knew that look on his face, knew the temper he had, and didn’t exactly want to let Hannah overhear anything they might say. So instead she stayed quiet. Caspian headed to the stables, brushed, and fed the remainder of the animals, and headed to bed early.

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    Morning was something Casp had grown to like, the morning mists decorating the dips in the hills, the fog which spread far across the hilly region. Caspian always started off with a huge breakfast, and today was no different. He wore a white t-shirt, a fresh set of blue levi’s and his usually black cowboy boots, with his hat. Though when Caspian entered the kitchen he was startled to see Hannah awake, and eating her own breakfast. There were no words to describe the look on his face, and he was certain not to share any anyway. Instead he began working away on breakfast, and grumpily sat at the table with her to quickly down his food. When he had finished, he did his dish, and headed for the front door. When his run down shoes were on his feet, he grabbed headed out the door.

    There wasn’t anything he said to her, not until he was a good few miles from the house, and Hannah was not too far behind him. “Remember how to ride a horse, or should we get you to shoveling hay? Or better manure,” he let a small smirk slide to his lips as he continued forward towards the barn. When inside, he greeted a few farmhands, and directed them with their job before signing off a few time cards.

    “I got some work ‘ere to do with pay, so you can fill out the paperwork too,” he said as he unlocked the office with a key that had been hidden in his pocket.

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    Casp didn't speak to her at breakfast. Casp didn't speak to her after breakfast. Casp didn't even speak to them as they walked out of the house and towards the barn. And she didn't try to speak to him either. Not until he finally started speaking to her as they got to the barn.

    "I'll do whatever you want me to do, Casper. Shoveling hay, manure, whatever you want." She continued to refer to him as Casper. Just like she did back in the day. She wasn't going to just stop. She wanted things to resemble what they used to around here, back in the day when things weren't screwed up. Yes, some of it admittedly was her fault. She couldn't not take responsibility for some of it, but the major part of it wasn't her fault. But no one would listen to her, so why should she try explaining again, years later?

    Sighing, she shook her head. Everyone hated her here. Her parents had hated her here. Hannah didn't even know how to grieve properly over the parents that she hadn't seen in five years only to find out they'd died and she'd been excluded from the funeral, only contacted after they'd been buried. She hadn't even been to their graves.

    "Sure, paperwork it is." Hannah nodded, wanting to get the horrible thoughts from her mind. And that's what she spent the day doing - following Casper's orders. What he wanted her to do she did, whether it was riding a horse, shoveling hay or manure, she did it with no complaints - so unlike the little rich girl that she used to be who had a habit of complaining over the little things in life that hadn't really mattered. Hannah had grown up though. She hadn't been the poor little rich girl in five whole years. Instead she'd learned to fend for herself. She'd had her eyes opened up harshly to reality when you were homeless and unprotected.

    Once the day was over, Hannah returned home for food, cleaned herself up and cleaned up after herself at dinner time, helping Betty Ann in the kitchen before announcing that she was off to sort out her parent's place.

    "I'm just off to make a move on the 'rents place." She told Betty Ann.

    "Why'd you get Casp to drive ya?" Betty Ann replied.

    "No thanks. I'd prefer to walk." Hannah replied.

    "It's dark out. I don't want some thin' to happen to ya. Yer never know wha's out t'ere." She told Hannah.

    "I've been out after dark plenty of times before. Thanks for the concern, Betty Ann, but I'll be fine." And with that Hannah left to go to her parents place. She wanted to be alone and away from the harsh attitude that Casp had towards her. It had been hell to work with him today, though she hadn't shown it, it had hurt a lot. And the worst thing that could happen would be for Casp to invade on her grieving process.

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    Caspian eyed her annoyed as she called him once again a childhood nickname that had long ago outgrew him… So she was stubborn well so was her, and nothing, even her pushing that button would stop him from giving her the silent treatment. After tossing the papers towards her, he set into silent mode as he filtered through the time cards, and began the tedious process of arranging the payroll to go through. It was painful sitting there in an awkward quiet, though the occasional rustling or noise from the horses eased his nerves. Shortly after finishing his paperwork, he filed hers, and pawned her off on another higher ranked farmhand.

    His parents would find out, but they would likely expect nothing less, and if they had expected more, then he would have to listen to them yelping about it later. Though as he tended to his own solo tasks, he had a feeling that Hannah was getting a run for her money, even if he was trying not to think about it. Later that evening after dinner, Caspian bolted for the shower. It was the first time it had emptied out since he had arrived back at the house, and he let the warm water wash away his tensions. When he finally shut the water off there was a loud thump at his door, and his mothers thick southern draw was the last thing he had wanted to hear.

    “Caspian Lee wha’d ya do to Hannah? I wanna know right this minute because she is anything but okay, and I gots a feeling you didn’t make it any easier on ‘er!” she nearly screamed through the door, it wouldn’t surprise Caspian if someone down the road could hear passing by.

    “Awe nothing Ma, she did paper work, and worked with Jimmy, I barely saw ‘er,” he knew the words were bad as quickly as they escaped his lips.

    “You bes get dressed and head to ‘er house, and make this right young man,” there was a conviction that he hated to hear in her voice.

    Shaking his head he stayed quiet tried to enjoy the last the final moments of his alone time. Once he was dressed he got into his old pick up, and headed for the house down the road. The light blue paint, accented by the white shudders and the ideal rancher for any family. Sighing heavily he watched her for a time in the lit up house, through a large bay window, moving back and forth, lifting boxes, and moving here or there. It took awhile for him to snap out of his daze, before he got out of the truck, and quietly shut the door. He didn’t want her to look and get curious, when he had arrived it was barely light out, and he had taken advantage of quietly approaching. Creepy as that might be, he wanted a bit of quiet himself.

    When at the door he slowly let it creak open, he knew these walls, knew the people who had inhabited them, and he had secrets – kept from Hannah, hell from his own parents about the walls of this house… so he felt at home, letting the door slowly creak as it was finally ajar. He had missed the smell of the place, almost as if it had been imprinted in his memory.

    “Hello?” he called for her sake not his, he was familiar there, comfortable even in her parents territory – shame she wasn’t this comfortable in his territory. “Ma sent me over, need some help?” Hell, he didn’t want to help, he just knew that if he didn’t give Hannah a ride home that his mother would probably skin him. After shutting the door, he trotted into the area he knew she was in.

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