Not much too say, life's a bitch then you die. Person I like to keep a Nihlistic mind set, enjoy today because who knows what tomorrow will bring yadda yadda. Unrelated, (and yet probably definitely related,) you might want to find a counselor or someone to talk too. Unless you really enjoy the Mr. Clean look, but I doubt it, as you wouldn't let it get an inch long then cut it, you'd keep it clean cut all the time. What do I know? I'm just a goon on the internet.