She laughed gently, placing her hand on her lovers cheek and looking into his eyes. "I did not mean to worry you, nor did I mean to go so long without contacting you, but when the gods say go, I go. and most of the time that involves things we do not see eye to eye in. A small group of us were sent here to preform a rite that would open a gate to the Outer Gods. We thought things were going smoothly, when a group from the carnival came to stop us. There was a stand off, at which point I began to realize the other group was not trying to kill use as much as stop us. It would seem this Earthbound demon was draining our energy instead of it going where we thought it was going. We were fighting in Love of Life building when all the hunters within began changing." she closed her eyes for a moment, holding him tighter as she remembered it. "what was left of the carnivals group and my own banded together and tried to fight our way out. It was like a video game, flashes of gun fire in the dark, claws and swords scratching everything in and around us. Two of the carnival people and myself were the only ones to survive the building only to find out a large number of the town had been changed as well. Anthous, Tharig, and Father Jarod came and took us here. I've spent much of this time being healed and cared for." She sighed softly. looking up at him. "It is hard for me, fighting against the destruction of all. . . But the Outer Gods do not want this to happen by a lacky of the Christian God. . ."