Proceed to run your life into the ground by over drinking on weekdays in the place of doing course work. Accidentally get a girl pregnant because drunk sex, learn she doesn't want to get rid of the child. Proceed to marry her because you can't afford to pay child support for the rest of life. Get a 9 to 5 job at some large company in which you push papers on to much more important people. One of your coworkers is a real dick, but you don't want to create conflict. Dick coworker gains the friendship of everyone else in the office. You no longer have any friendly faces at work, even management doesn't like you. However you end up being the sole person to know what they're doing in the job. Be stuck at this job because you can't afford to be unemployed even for a second. Have no time in the day to eat healthy, put on 70-120 pounds, people now hate you for being lazy. Become even more depressed. Kid is 10 this year, you can't be at his birthday party, kid cries. Spouse starts yelling at you to be around more often, neither of you enjoy each other. Haven't had sex for years, shady friend is in town what is he doing? Have drink with shady friend, convinces you to try drugs. These are nice, can't be caught doing them, who cares about your wife and kid anyways you need a break. Continue working job, slowly get worse at it, dick coworker takes glory management starts yelling at you. Drugs start costing a lot, you need to switch to something you haven't built a resistance to, drunk + high sounds fun. Spouse wants to talk about addiction, yell at her in front of kid in car. Kid is 12 now, starts yelling at you. Spouse kicks you out, fuck her. Taxi to motel, spouse wants some time apart. Shady motel, meet another dealer. Heroin isn't as expensive as you thought. Get crappy apartment. Commute is another hour, you're always tired. Management sees that you're asleep at work, writes you up again. Third time, get fired. You have severance. You'll get another job, spend time looking for another job. Can't pay bills, spouse wants divorce. Kid is 13 and won't talk to you. You got fucked on the deal, can't even see your kid. Find a job at fast food place. Make less than what you were making, customers start yelling at you all the time. Your apartment looks like a mess, you have a stack of bills a mile high. Your dealer is pissed that you haven't paid him. Can't get more drugs, withdrawal is to much. Suicide.