Hope frowned as her girlfriend went through a vague list of what was bothering her. "What's so bad about liking--those--sensations? It's natural to. Otherwise...some people wouldn't do stupid things to get it." she sighed and moved so she was on her knees behind Eliza, and she wrapped her arms around her shoulders. She planted a kiss on her head and took in the familiar scent of her shampoo. "Come on, Eliza. I know I want it, and apparantly your body does too. When the right moment comes, then--well, we'll both be indulged in our senses." she tried to smile, but found she couldn't as she remember that, technically, she wasn't a virgin anymore. Even if she didn't want it, it was true.
Her voice dropped to a whisper , and she began to weep silently again. "I remember....That night. I didn't want it to happen, but as it was happening...My body sort of--liked it. It hurt. My God it hurt, but my body couldn't help but..." she bit her lip, closing her eyes tightly to block out the onslaught of images."I don't care if you liked it or not, Eliza. It's not something you can ignore. As for exams..what have you to worry about? You're a smart, talented, beautiful girl. You excel in all your classes. I bet you don't even need to study." she pointed out.