Allen stepped into the waiting room and up to the counter, "I'm here to see Mrs Willows...She was in the cancer ward?" The Nurse looked him over and then started typing on the computer. After a few minutes she looked up at him, "Mrs Willows was checked out of the hospital...4 months ago as far as I can tell..." Allen breathed in a little and his mind began racing. How could she have been checked out? Did she start to get better? Was the drug he had came up with for her finally taking effect? These questions and many more were racing through his head as he stumbled over to a payphone. As he dialed the number a lump began forming in his chest. What if she answered? What if she didn't? What if she had memory loss? Allen almost hung up the phone when a familiar voice answered the line, "Hello? Kershaw residence...May I ask who's calling?" Allen knew that voice...It was his mother in law, "Helen? Its me...Allen." Her voice started trembling and it was clear that she had started crying, "Oh Allen...When they found the wreck I assumed the worst...But then I saw the news..." Allen breathed in a bit, "Helen...Is she there...Can I talk to her?" The line was silent for almost a whole minute, "Oh Allen...I'm so sorry..." Allen could feel himself heating up, "I have to go Helen...I just...I have to go!" He shot out of the hospital at top speed and took off to the place he knew she would be. When she had first gotten sick she had talked about where she wanted to be buried, Under the weeping willow as a joke to her new last name. Allen flew until he found himself landing in the graveyard next to the willow...and there under it stood a headstone that read, "Here lies Ellen Willows. Loving wife and dedicated doctor. She died doing what she loved. " Allen sunk to his knees and simply sobbed. He cried until he screamed and his screams filled the air with his pain as he wrapped his arms around the headstone. Allen cried until he was lying next to the headstone curled up barely alive, "Why? Why? Oh God...Why?"