hey sorry i haven't been around.. been extremely depressed.. found out the relationship i'm in.. is only an rp relationship that the girl doesn't really want anything more than online with me.. i've been dating her for like,, a month now.. i thought she and i were something serious.. here i found out that she says she loves me but she doesn't want it to go real and she won't even let me have her number.. v.v can't believe i was such a fool to think she'd want something more with me.. v.v