Lilac could have strangled Derek right about now, but she decided against it, balling up her fists until her knuckles were white. She wanted to punch something, but would that make her feel any better? [i]Unfortunately, no.[/i] She thought, peering around the corner; she saw into the kitchen slightly. Part of her wanted to approach Derek once more, but she knew that would not end well for her. What if she got angry? What if she hurt him? Why was she being so considerate? He had broke her heart and left her, punching him was the least she could do...right? She made her way down the hall, scoping out her new territory. She looked around, hoping to find Feaya or even her mate. She needed someone to question, about what she could and couldn't do. When she heard the screech of a child her heart pounded against her chest, something switched on for her, instinctively telling her to care about the screaming. She could tell it wasn't one of distress, and yet she couldn't help worrying. So she followed the voice, up the stairs. When she saw the Alphas she stopped dead in her tracks. "Um...I should go?"