*fustrated tossing of objects* I got somewhere with the drawing for a bit, wrote something that's been sticking in my craw for days, and then... right back into... ugh.

I can't even... look at the reply box right now, it makes me anxious. Physically anxious. I just feel my body tightening up when I think about trying to write. I feel the ideas in there, rattling around, but I lock up when I wanna put them down.

Dammit!

Add to that the fact that I keep waking up in pain and my memory is like... shit. 

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I'm actually a bit scared.