Xavier listened to Ryland and Vee talk about Andrew, he shook his head "I think we can agree that this isn't going to be the most pleasant of rides...but we still have to give him a chance, despite being a newby at the whole counseling thing. He did do a good job of restating that previous bungle, I dunno if I have faith in him yet...well I don't really have faith in anything right now...but this is the one chance I have before I just either take all my pills because life is shit, or I go to a rehab center and try my luck there. I was hoping that I could just use a support group to keep my mind from my addiction, and other issues, before going to a clinic...I don't mesh well with "places of healing" He says air quoting the last bit. He clutched his side and leaned back, he was feeling the cravings, and let out a little sigh, staring up at the ceiling "This is the one chance for someone like me, I came to work high as a kite two weeks ago, I've been on leave without pay, this is what they wanted me to do...this was what I wanted to do but was too chicken shit to do without a proper reason." He clenches his teeth, he was letting it all out now it seemed so why stop tell em about what your dad did...He shook his head looking at the ceiling "I just can't lose my job." He mutters mostly to himself.