"I..." Autumn paused at a lack for words at the little girls sudden appearance. He hadn't thought before he started talking. It was his stupid ADD's fault. "There is nothing I can say that would make up for my action. Yes, I killed my best friend. I had to. I couldn't leave him to turn. He deserved better then that." He looked back out the window quickly so that they couldn't see the tear that dropped from his eye.

Standing up quickly Autumn casually brushed the tear away, as if it had not been there at all. Walking over to Luke he got close to his ear. Laying a hand on shoulder he softly spoke so that only he could hear. "You are in no position to call me a child, when you, yourself is acting like one. In these times I have just as much say as you, or Katelyn, or Marshall, or any-god-damn-one. I came out here to help out a friend, I've lost too many already. I wasn't going to leave Ash alone for long, besides that I trust her enough to handle her own. She's also your responsibility. I'm not going to get us killed. If you start freaking people out with your shouting and yelling, you will not only cause the walkers to come, but start some serious panic." He pushed himself away, "And clean your mouth up, there's a child here." 

Autumn stormed out of the room and up the stairs. At the top, he found a window leading to the roof. Propping it open with one hand he pushed himself outside so he could sit on top of the house. Leaning against a different segment of the roof, clutching his spear Autumn watched the walkers pass. There were more now, spread out through the houses, in different backyards and traveling down the road. But Autumn was to preoccupied with his own thoughts to think about any of that. With what had just gone on downstairs he might have just lost any friends he had.