She didn't want to believe what Sho said, honestly. But she hated to admit he was right. Suzume regretted it, regretted everything. Her face had gotten paler, and her eyes wider. 

She straighter up and walked to the door, to see if she could look into and maybe face it. And so she did, she cracked the door to look in, but that's all as far as she got. Her hand slipped numbly and her body started to shiver. She walked gently backwards away from the door. Suzume lifted her left hand slowly to her face and covered her eyes. 

"I'll...I'll go in. But, I just won't look, at first. Maybe I'll get u-used to it."

She turned with her free hand out, "Could...you just, hold my hand and lead me? I'll be c-calm. I swear." She had no idea who her hand was held out too, even though it was in the direction of Sho. Under her left hand which clung to her face to conceal her eyes, she also very tightly shut her eyes. She swallow hard and her body shivered as if she was fevered. Suzume begged herself to not think about it. But nothing she was doing at the moment helped too much, she really hated this room. Uncontrollably, she began to break out in a small, cold sweat. She believed she was smiling, but her mouth was just twitching into a nervous smirk.