I understand I probably sound callous, and I know we've clashed heads before: but you are currently acting a bit...much. If you are struggling to sleep, it is defiantly not ideal for you to surround yourself with distractions and stimulus, such as computers or books or what-have-you. This is coming from someone who has bouts of insomnia. 

So yeah, hope you get some sleep Raen, but please, don't spam the OOC with four posts in a row that don't really mean much of anything.