My fucking word. Just. Just. ._. And I thought my faith in humanity couldn't be lower. Dickwads. The lot of them. Where is my virtual hugs machine? I need to teleport and give you the biggest hug ever right now. All this has probably been said before but: Don't give them the satisfaction of knowing you took your own life, even if you're thinking about doing it. I don't know much about police stuff and the like, but talk to the police. Bring it up with whatever friends you can find when you think you're ready. Get support from the numbers MDK sent. If all your friends deserted you, they're dicks and don't deserve you. ._. Here is the biggest online hug I have ever given.