[quote=Walker of Darkness]
There is nothing I can say that has not already been said. I will spare you any empty repeats of condolences. I will simply say what I feel I should. Lower your head, and charge forward. They have made themselves as less than human, and are not to be feared, but punished. Would it not make it worse for you, I would take their blood upon mine hands. Bring them to task, and let them suffer your pain one thousand fold. In your defiance of their fear mongering you will find your courage, with each step of your charge becoming more sure. Do not falter, do not wain. Let them fear the reprisal the have brought to themselves, for you should not abide inaction.
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Thanks, Walker. Very poetic. 
[quote=mdk]
It's a shitty situation, and people don't handle such things well. This is a useless platitude but don't worry about what they think -- what they say, what they do, what they know, how they act, people are complicated and, right now, irrelevant. The thing that matters is you. No matter what it takes, endure. You're allowed to be an emotional bitch :). Just don't give up. Ever. Take care of yourself..... weather changes, storms go away, and the sun is beautiful.
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I'll try. I just hope they'll stop coming after me with stuff. I would think leaving me physically bruised, cut, and bleeding would be satisfying for them at this point... Although this morning I woke up to thirty five blocked calls. 
[quote=Derpestein]
My fucking word.Just. Just.._.And I thought my faith in humanity couldn't be lower. Dickwads. The lot of them.Where is my virtual hugs machine? I need to teleport and give you the biggest hug ever right now.All this has probably been said before but:Don't give them the satisfaction of knowing you took your own life, even if you're thinking about doing it. I don't know much about police stuff and the like, but talk to the police. Bring it up with whatever friends you can find when you think you're ready. Get support from the numbers MDK sent.If all your friends deserted you, they're dicks and don't deserve you. ._.Here is the biggest online hug I have ever given.
[/quote]I know I shouldn't give them the satisfaction of taking my life. But it hurts to live. I'm going to be 110 percent honest with everyone here... I blame myself for the rape. I know I'm probably a bitch and that's why they hate me so much. I'm a bad person. They have every reason to do all of this. And I don't want to live being a bad person. 

[quote=Hank]
Are concealed carry permits a thing where you live?
[/quote]Not until I turn 21.

[quote=Aragorn]
I...uh...*Throws microphone down on the ground in rage.*There isn't much to say that hasn't already been said. Don't die. If you die, you won't get the satisfaction of watching those fucks get taken away in a cop car. Revenge will come. Trust me.
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I doubt they'll ever go to jail. The cops just keep saying they have no evidence. And as far as the last physical assault they said it could have been anyone. That I'm just being paranoid.
[quote=Dervish]
This was the last thing I expected to wake up to this morning. I wish I had words of wisdom or comfort, but I am coming up short, especially in light of what the others have said. You aren't alone here, in this community. We all stand with you, and I know we will all do whatever we can to support you in these dark days. We really do care, and while we may be far away and may never meet you, we stand with you and will be truer than the people who failed you. Stay strong.
[/quote]I am realizing this though. Thank you.