[quote=idlehands]
Sometimes people don't know how to react and say really stupid and hurtful things. I'm going to assume this is the case. You had no control over their behavior, the fault lies with the perpertators. Any guilt or 'what ifs' you have, and you will have them, does not mean it is your fault. You're the one who was wronged and you deserve to feel safe and you deserve justice. You are worth the time and effort to see that these people are punished and to see that they don't repeat their behavior towards you or anyone else.
[/quote]I have a lot of guilt and what ifs for sure... :/ But I get what you are saying.

[quote=TheMusketMan]
We got your back, do what you gotta do. Your family will come around, people tend to get angry at people who try to take their own life because they care about them. And if your "friends" don't come around, forget them, they aren't true friends anyway. Above all, keep on keeping on, you're a survivor and soon you'll be a conqueror.-Salutes with a single tear-
[/quote]Yeah I know my mom is definitely someone I'm not being fair to. I can't imagine how much blame she is putting on herself. As for friends, I barely want to even have any at this point. Because at the end of the day. These seven people who did this were "friends" that I spent hours and hours hanging out with. (Including the guy)

[quote=Robeatics]
I'm so, so, so sorry about all that has happened to you. I don't even know what to say except that you have my absolute support and prayer. Please, stay strong and keep fighting. Seek out other survivors and ask them for help, guidance and support as well. I hope those animals get what their kind deserves and I hope you can be helped and healed.
[/quote]Thank you. 

[quote=Drakel]
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[/quote]It's the craziest thing... what people can hide behind a fake smile. And only drawing on the positives of school. Which was basically just academics. Although I did almost fail one class because of them. (Three of them were in the class with me so when I did go I had to listen to their whispers about me)
[quote=Overwatch]
I haven't felt this emotional about someone I don't even know, ever. I've heard of family deaths, among other things, but... I dunno, something about this gets to me. I'm pretty disgusted. Just reading that makes me want to kill something, or set something on fire... I dunno, just... SOMETHING destructive. How could you possibly attribute this to fault of your own? You were just unlucky enough to run into such horrible scum. I just don't really know what to say without yelling at someone. I'd rather not it be you. You seem to be a nice person, form what I've seen, and, nobody I know deserves such treatment. I hope the fuckers burn.
[/quote]It is pretty disgusting.