[quote=Kyuki] I like this stick idea. Thanks, Drakel thanks, I do know what I should be doing but what I should and can do are two completely different things. Especially when I'm filled with a lot of doubt myself. Not to mention I'm constantly being told by people in my everyday like that I'm overreacting and that I should just let it go. Because somehow since it has been about two weeks since their last attack that means they haven't done anything in ages.Thanks, Rpg. I just hope I will get through it. And I don't know how sweet I am because according to them and several other people in my life who like to remind me I'm a selfish bitch. [/quote] Their opinions are quite frankly, absolute bullshit. From what little I've seen of you and what other people have said, you seem like a wonderful person. Don't listen to the assholes. They've proven themselves to be absolute dicktwats. Yes, listen to us complete strangers on the internet.