You will survive. You will at least try. I hope you try.

I will keep it short... You are alive. Stay alive. Do whatever it takes to survive. Cry as hard as you need, as long as you need, and then get back up. You have lost more than most could even imagine, and yet, there is a certain freedom in that. You are free to start over... And everyone here will be glad to help you with anything you need.

I don't know you, but I wish you the best of luck, and remember... Stay. Alive. You have but one life: Use it and become successful. Spite everyone who doesn't believe in you and surround yourself with people worth your time... Your valuable time. Your limited time.

Just stay alive.