collab between Justric and idlehands
Outside of the Administrator’s office, Hob slide the communication device into the breast pocket of his rust jumpsuit. Ghosts affecting the mining ships. That could be bad. Strange, too, considering that there hadn’t been any reports of Ghosts in over two years and even then they shouldn’t have been able to affect anything outside of the Copernicus’ central computer! With any luck the blue haired kid would follow through with the report to Central and Harris would assign the task to someone else. Hob had enough issues to deal with.
Speaking of which… Hob turned towards Naomi and gave her a smirk that was more grimace. “Sorry about that. I’m just ever so popular it seems.” He craned his neck to one side to try and relieve a tension knot that was forming in his shoulders. “Where were we?”
“No need to be sorry,” Naomi replied, “I can’t imagine being tied to the ship the way you and the other NI techs are.”
She put a hand on her stomach and tilted her head, “Well, if I’m going to help make you all more comfortable, we’ll need to make a list. I would imagine some lunch delivered would help. Perhaps protein shakes? What else?”
Hob was cautiously optimistic at this offering. It was a small enough start, but if at least some small things could be changed than there was hope. It was a wary hope; they’d been lied to before. “Lunch… sounds good. If we could eat sooner, we’d have more time for sleep and relaxation and the like, I suppose. Never had a protein shake, but if it’s anything like a milkshake then I know you’ll have Charlie’s support! ‘Specially if it’s got malt in it. But as for what else…? Damn, that’s a loaded question.”
He paused in thought as they walked away from the office, wondering how far he dared go. The list was pretty long, and he wasn’t even sure if he could remember it all now that he finally had someone’s ear! Only the rage had been building a while, even in stasis. He had read the slapdash reports of the prior Shifts, and between that and his own Shift’s recent experiences Hob knew that things could not continue the way they had been going.
“The damned catheters,” he finally spat out. “Every time we go in, they’ve got to shove the damn things into us and then pull them out again at the end of our watch. I know it ain’t pleasant for the women, but it’s hard as hell on the guys! And with this whole change of hours things they’re doing, we’re going to run out a lot faster. Wouldn’t surprise me if they start trying to reuse the damn things!” A low hiss came out from between his teeth in frustration. “I’m pretty sure I can hold my fucking bladder for four hours at a time, certainly better than eight hours. But Engineering doesn’t want to take chances that we’ll piss over their toys by accident. I don’t care if it’s diapers or whatever the fuck it is the astronauts where when they go outside, but something else has got to be done there.”
The flood gates were open now, and Hob was starting to get on a role. “And another thing! Rights! It would be nice to have it in writing somewhere where everyone can see it what rights the NI-techs have. Including legal rights, disciplinary actions, etc… etc… We’re tired of living in this bullshit Big Brother society where we just have to take everyone’s word on things.”
Naomi listened, letting him vent his frustrations and make his suggestions. She walked slowly with him down the hall, nodding as he spoke. It certainly was a bad situation for them but they were indispensable.
“Protein shakes can sort of be like milkshakes. I’ll get with the kitchen manager. As for the other thing...catheters. That’s horrible to endure that and I’m sure it is not necessary over just a four hour period. Diapers or absorbent padding of some sort is surely a better alternative.”
Naomi looked at him sympathetically, her heart going out to him, “Legal rights?”
She had not thought too much on it, they followed orders as they did in the military. Perhaps if she had been forced into her position, be basically a prisoner of the ship and it’s computer.
“Yeah! Legal rights!” Hob insisted angrily. He waved a hand at a passing wall terminal, its screen currently displaying a colorful screen-saver. The terminals were something like public access computers, built into the walls every now as a secondary measure to the handheld tablets everyone was issued. They were also useful in case of emergencies, such as the wireless connection going down. “Anyone can tap into the network and look up what they can do and not do, they can easily pull up the list of military laws that apply to everyone on the ship and the possible consequences if they break those laws. Even that murdering asshole got a fair trial before they shoved him out of an airlock, right?” The NI-tech snorted. “Not us. We were told time and time again that if we screwed up, the law didn’t apply to us. They were all very clear on what not to do: don’t open the locked files, don’t mess with the memory caches for the cryo-beds, don’t unshackle the AI… “
That last preyed on his mind a bit even as he said it, but he fought the urge to panic and kept plugging on.
“But when it comes to things like a fair trial and humane punishments? Fuck. It’s all dark threats and intimidation and ‘if you don’t break any laws you won’t have to find out’ kind of shit! The MIBs who scraped us up off the streets talked about lobotomies, about hooking us into the machine for good. And like I just mentioned in front of Harris there, no one in Command wants to say different. So we want it in writing. We want to know and more importantly we want other people to know just what it is we face if push comes to shove.”
“Good luck on the diapers, by the way,” he grumped. “Last time we asked, we were told they didn’t have the resources to spare for it.”
Naomi’s dark eyes were wide and she shook her head sympathetically, “Oh, that’s awful. I’m sure it’s a necessary evil, you and your fellows are invaluable to the ship and to our very survival.”
She stepped forward, putting a hand on his forearm, “I don’t know how much I can do about legal rights but perhaps if people knew about what you do? I don’t think many know about the NI techs or what they are put through. I know that I was unaware of any details until I was assigned to Harris’ team.”
The pregnant woman frowned, “If they can have catheters they can certainly find away to have diapers or something similar. The nursery is well stocked of course but they’re a bit small.”
She smiled at the little joke and tilted her head, her dark hair framing her round face, “I promise I will try my best to try to wrangle you and the other techs some dignity.”
Naomi fell silent, thinking of what he said and something struck her, and she looked up, startled, “Memory caches? You mean you can actually read people’s minds as they sleep?”
The touch to his forearm mollified Hob slightly, bringing him down from bursting into another angry rant as he felt the warmth of her fingers through the fabric of his jumpsuit. He wasn’t sure if dignity was possible without established rights, but she was promising to at least try. That was more than anyone had done since that first social worker had talked to him after the surgery, and to the best of his knowledge that social worker was now in stasis until they made planetfall. He would take what he could get.
There was some reluctance to the idea of letting everyone know exactly what NI-techs endured, partly because Harris and the other System Administrators had strongly inferred that the general populace was not to know. Only those with ‘proper authorization’ were allowed into the chambers that housed the NI-tubes. Maybe about a third of the Shift had any real interaction with the NI-techs, and less than a third of that third knew the less savory details. More importantly, it would be humiliating! To let everyone know the degradation the NI-techs felt, what they had to go through just to log in?! But could any change occur if no one outside of the know ever saw it first hand? An idea was forming in his head when she suddenly spoke up.
“The caches? Oh, no, no,” he assured her, “Nothing like. Not really. I don’t understand the process in depth not being one of the cryo-techs, but there’s no neural activity once you’re in stasis. Maybe the odd neuron fires here and there once a month, but that’s all. The memory caches are…” Hob frowned at himself, working on how to explain it. “When someone is first put into stasis, their brains are sort of scanned. Everything is mapped out and stored on a specialized bio-server… thingie. Memories, thoughts, chemical-electro pathways… the works. The cryo-bed then use those cached, er, snapshots to help reactivate the brain when a person is taken out of stasis. The brain is also scanned again when they wake up so the system can do a comparison between the before and after, to check for variances and discrepancies and all that. Those in cold storage until we land would only have one file in their cache, same for First Shifters. Third Shifters would have two, and folks on Second Shift would have three now.”
Hob shrugged, getting bored with the topic. “Theoretically, it’s possible for an NI-tech to access the scans and I guess ‘see’ a person’s thoughts. They don’t want us trying because there’s a small possibility of screwing up the matrix, which might cause problems with thawing that particular person out. Not to mention the whole ‘invasion of privacy’ thing. But if they had let the NI-techs access the caches for the victims who died, I think there’s a chance they might have caught that motherfucker sooner! The scan the stasis beds do automatically upon waking might have recorded a glimpse of his voice or face. Being dead, it’s not like we would have pooched anything. But I think Command is scared that if we do it once, whatever the reason, we’ll do it again.” Hob gave a grim chuckle. “Of course, the computers might also have recorded the person getting killed, and that’s not something I’d want to immerse myself in!”
Hoping his answer satisfied Naomi for now, he brought the conversation back around to the earlier topic. Hob really care about memory caches. NI-techs didn’t have them as the wiring in their head interfered with the scans, and that same wiring preventing their brains from being totally in stasis along with the rest of their bodies… hence the nightmares.
“Look, I have to go see Dr. Brock sooner or later, and I might as well get that done with now. Maybe grab a bite to eat and try to avoid talking to Park if at all possible before my next shift starts.” He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. This was obviously not an easy proposition he was making. “Why not come down and see for yourself the process, watch them prep me for going online? You’re part of Harris’s team now, after all, you’ve got the security clearance.”
Naomi listened, half understanding what he was talking about but the words ‘memory cache’ and cryobeds stuck in her head. She forgot about it as he continued, “I would like to see it, even though I’m sure it’s horrible. When is your appointment with Drs. Brock and Park?”
Hob scowled again. “I should probably go see Brock now, get it over with. It takes less time than Park, anway. He just scans my brain, compares it to the readouts from the NI-tubes, and then sends it off to Harris for her crew to pick apart after he makes some judicious notes.” The words were only slightly sardonic. “After that, I’m supposed to go see Park and have my therapy session with him to see how badly I may or may not be going insane.”
And that’s one appointment I am going to blow off as long as I can. “Yeah, so, I’m in love with a computer. So how’s your day going?” Nice guy or no, I’ll either be slapped back into cold storage for however many more years of nightmares or Harris might decide to whip out the knives and the feeding tubes, give herself one last problem to deal with.
Still none of this was Naomi’s fault, and again the cynical NI-tech mellowed before the pregnant woman. “Although, I suppose… I should get something to eat soon. Not like I’m going to have a chance to sleep until after my next watch, anyway.”
Naomi tilted her head, “That is concerning, why would...”
She trailed off, she was going to ask him why he thought he might be going insane when she realized how silly the question was. Who would not be if they were attached to a computer and to the minds of his fellow techs, without privacy and even pushed to indignity like the catheters and possible feeding tubes.
“I’ll walk with you to Dr. Brock’s office, if you’d like,” she smiled at him, “We can discuss what flavors of protein shakes might be available.”
Tongue exploring the inside of his cheek as he debated with himself, Hob looked down at his feet. It was hope. She was hope, and he had become more than a little leery of hope the past few years! Yet like the proverbial moth to a flame, there was no ignoring it. This woman represented the first chance the NI-techs would have in establishing not just their rights but their humanity. It was not something he could easily turn away from. Not just for himself, but for the rest of the techs as well. The current Shift might soldier on well enough, the First Shift seemed to have a grasp on things, but the Second Shift… They had taken a beating. If Hob could start making their lives easier now….
“Alright,” he conceded finally, “but not all the way to the door. I… don’t want it looking like you have to escort me there or anything, okay? No offense.”
Outside of the Administrator’s office, Hob slide the communication device into the breast pocket of his rust jumpsuit. Ghosts affecting the mining ships. That could be bad. Strange, too, considering that there hadn’t been any reports of Ghosts in over two years and even then they shouldn’t have been able to affect anything outside of the Copernicus’ central computer! With any luck the blue haired kid would follow through with the report to Central and Harris would assign the task to someone else. Hob had enough issues to deal with.
Speaking of which… Hob turned towards Naomi and gave her a smirk that was more grimace. “Sorry about that. I’m just ever so popular it seems.” He craned his neck to one side to try and relieve a tension knot that was forming in his shoulders. “Where were we?”
“No need to be sorry,” Naomi replied, “I can’t imagine being tied to the ship the way you and the other NI techs are.”
She put a hand on her stomach and tilted her head, “Well, if I’m going to help make you all more comfortable, we’ll need to make a list. I would imagine some lunch delivered would help. Perhaps protein shakes? What else?”
Hob was cautiously optimistic at this offering. It was a small enough start, but if at least some small things could be changed than there was hope. It was a wary hope; they’d been lied to before. “Lunch… sounds good. If we could eat sooner, we’d have more time for sleep and relaxation and the like, I suppose. Never had a protein shake, but if it’s anything like a milkshake then I know you’ll have Charlie’s support! ‘Specially if it’s got malt in it. But as for what else…? Damn, that’s a loaded question.”
He paused in thought as they walked away from the office, wondering how far he dared go. The list was pretty long, and he wasn’t even sure if he could remember it all now that he finally had someone’s ear! Only the rage had been building a while, even in stasis. He had read the slapdash reports of the prior Shifts, and between that and his own Shift’s recent experiences Hob knew that things could not continue the way they had been going.
“The damned catheters,” he finally spat out. “Every time we go in, they’ve got to shove the damn things into us and then pull them out again at the end of our watch. I know it ain’t pleasant for the women, but it’s hard as hell on the guys! And with this whole change of hours things they’re doing, we’re going to run out a lot faster. Wouldn’t surprise me if they start trying to reuse the damn things!” A low hiss came out from between his teeth in frustration. “I’m pretty sure I can hold my fucking bladder for four hours at a time, certainly better than eight hours. But Engineering doesn’t want to take chances that we’ll piss over their toys by accident. I don’t care if it’s diapers or whatever the fuck it is the astronauts where when they go outside, but something else has got to be done there.”
The flood gates were open now, and Hob was starting to get on a role. “And another thing! Rights! It would be nice to have it in writing somewhere where everyone can see it what rights the NI-techs have. Including legal rights, disciplinary actions, etc… etc… We’re tired of living in this bullshit Big Brother society where we just have to take everyone’s word on things.”
Naomi listened, letting him vent his frustrations and make his suggestions. She walked slowly with him down the hall, nodding as he spoke. It certainly was a bad situation for them but they were indispensable.
“Protein shakes can sort of be like milkshakes. I’ll get with the kitchen manager. As for the other thing...catheters. That’s horrible to endure that and I’m sure it is not necessary over just a four hour period. Diapers or absorbent padding of some sort is surely a better alternative.”
Naomi looked at him sympathetically, her heart going out to him, “Legal rights?”
She had not thought too much on it, they followed orders as they did in the military. Perhaps if she had been forced into her position, be basically a prisoner of the ship and it’s computer.
“Yeah! Legal rights!” Hob insisted angrily. He waved a hand at a passing wall terminal, its screen currently displaying a colorful screen-saver. The terminals were something like public access computers, built into the walls every now as a secondary measure to the handheld tablets everyone was issued. They were also useful in case of emergencies, such as the wireless connection going down. “Anyone can tap into the network and look up what they can do and not do, they can easily pull up the list of military laws that apply to everyone on the ship and the possible consequences if they break those laws. Even that murdering asshole got a fair trial before they shoved him out of an airlock, right?” The NI-tech snorted. “Not us. We were told time and time again that if we screwed up, the law didn’t apply to us. They were all very clear on what not to do: don’t open the locked files, don’t mess with the memory caches for the cryo-beds, don’t unshackle the AI… “
That last preyed on his mind a bit even as he said it, but he fought the urge to panic and kept plugging on.
“But when it comes to things like a fair trial and humane punishments? Fuck. It’s all dark threats and intimidation and ‘if you don’t break any laws you won’t have to find out’ kind of shit! The MIBs who scraped us up off the streets talked about lobotomies, about hooking us into the machine for good. And like I just mentioned in front of Harris there, no one in Command wants to say different. So we want it in writing. We want to know and more importantly we want other people to know just what it is we face if push comes to shove.”
“Good luck on the diapers, by the way,” he grumped. “Last time we asked, we were told they didn’t have the resources to spare for it.”
Naomi’s dark eyes were wide and she shook her head sympathetically, “Oh, that’s awful. I’m sure it’s a necessary evil, you and your fellows are invaluable to the ship and to our very survival.”
She stepped forward, putting a hand on his forearm, “I don’t know how much I can do about legal rights but perhaps if people knew about what you do? I don’t think many know about the NI techs or what they are put through. I know that I was unaware of any details until I was assigned to Harris’ team.”
The pregnant woman frowned, “If they can have catheters they can certainly find away to have diapers or something similar. The nursery is well stocked of course but they’re a bit small.”
She smiled at the little joke and tilted her head, her dark hair framing her round face, “I promise I will try my best to try to wrangle you and the other techs some dignity.”
Naomi fell silent, thinking of what he said and something struck her, and she looked up, startled, “Memory caches? You mean you can actually read people’s minds as they sleep?”
The touch to his forearm mollified Hob slightly, bringing him down from bursting into another angry rant as he felt the warmth of her fingers through the fabric of his jumpsuit. He wasn’t sure if dignity was possible without established rights, but she was promising to at least try. That was more than anyone had done since that first social worker had talked to him after the surgery, and to the best of his knowledge that social worker was now in stasis until they made planetfall. He would take what he could get.
There was some reluctance to the idea of letting everyone know exactly what NI-techs endured, partly because Harris and the other System Administrators had strongly inferred that the general populace was not to know. Only those with ‘proper authorization’ were allowed into the chambers that housed the NI-tubes. Maybe about a third of the Shift had any real interaction with the NI-techs, and less than a third of that third knew the less savory details. More importantly, it would be humiliating! To let everyone know the degradation the NI-techs felt, what they had to go through just to log in?! But could any change occur if no one outside of the know ever saw it first hand? An idea was forming in his head when she suddenly spoke up.
“The caches? Oh, no, no,” he assured her, “Nothing like. Not really. I don’t understand the process in depth not being one of the cryo-techs, but there’s no neural activity once you’re in stasis. Maybe the odd neuron fires here and there once a month, but that’s all. The memory caches are…” Hob frowned at himself, working on how to explain it. “When someone is first put into stasis, their brains are sort of scanned. Everything is mapped out and stored on a specialized bio-server… thingie. Memories, thoughts, chemical-electro pathways… the works. The cryo-bed then use those cached, er, snapshots to help reactivate the brain when a person is taken out of stasis. The brain is also scanned again when they wake up so the system can do a comparison between the before and after, to check for variances and discrepancies and all that. Those in cold storage until we land would only have one file in their cache, same for First Shifters. Third Shifters would have two, and folks on Second Shift would have three now.”
Hob shrugged, getting bored with the topic. “Theoretically, it’s possible for an NI-tech to access the scans and I guess ‘see’ a person’s thoughts. They don’t want us trying because there’s a small possibility of screwing up the matrix, which might cause problems with thawing that particular person out. Not to mention the whole ‘invasion of privacy’ thing. But if they had let the NI-techs access the caches for the victims who died, I think there’s a chance they might have caught that motherfucker sooner! The scan the stasis beds do automatically upon waking might have recorded a glimpse of his voice or face. Being dead, it’s not like we would have pooched anything. But I think Command is scared that if we do it once, whatever the reason, we’ll do it again.” Hob gave a grim chuckle. “Of course, the computers might also have recorded the person getting killed, and that’s not something I’d want to immerse myself in!”
Hoping his answer satisfied Naomi for now, he brought the conversation back around to the earlier topic. Hob really care about memory caches. NI-techs didn’t have them as the wiring in their head interfered with the scans, and that same wiring preventing their brains from being totally in stasis along with the rest of their bodies… hence the nightmares.
“Look, I have to go see Dr. Brock sooner or later, and I might as well get that done with now. Maybe grab a bite to eat and try to avoid talking to Park if at all possible before my next shift starts.” He took a deep breath and let it out slowly. This was obviously not an easy proposition he was making. “Why not come down and see for yourself the process, watch them prep me for going online? You’re part of Harris’s team now, after all, you’ve got the security clearance.”
Naomi listened, half understanding what he was talking about but the words ‘memory cache’ and cryobeds stuck in her head. She forgot about it as he continued, “I would like to see it, even though I’m sure it’s horrible. When is your appointment with Drs. Brock and Park?”
Hob scowled again. “I should probably go see Brock now, get it over with. It takes less time than Park, anway. He just scans my brain, compares it to the readouts from the NI-tubes, and then sends it off to Harris for her crew to pick apart after he makes some judicious notes.” The words were only slightly sardonic. “After that, I’m supposed to go see Park and have my therapy session with him to see how badly I may or may not be going insane.”
And that’s one appointment I am going to blow off as long as I can. “Yeah, so, I’m in love with a computer. So how’s your day going?” Nice guy or no, I’ll either be slapped back into cold storage for however many more years of nightmares or Harris might decide to whip out the knives and the feeding tubes, give herself one last problem to deal with.
Still none of this was Naomi’s fault, and again the cynical NI-tech mellowed before the pregnant woman. “Although, I suppose… I should get something to eat soon. Not like I’m going to have a chance to sleep until after my next watch, anyway.”
Naomi tilted her head, “That is concerning, why would...”
She trailed off, she was going to ask him why he thought he might be going insane when she realized how silly the question was. Who would not be if they were attached to a computer and to the minds of his fellow techs, without privacy and even pushed to indignity like the catheters and possible feeding tubes.
“I’ll walk with you to Dr. Brock’s office, if you’d like,” she smiled at him, “We can discuss what flavors of protein shakes might be available.”
Tongue exploring the inside of his cheek as he debated with himself, Hob looked down at his feet. It was hope. She was hope, and he had become more than a little leery of hope the past few years! Yet like the proverbial moth to a flame, there was no ignoring it. This woman represented the first chance the NI-techs would have in establishing not just their rights but their humanity. It was not something he could easily turn away from. Not just for himself, but for the rest of the techs as well. The current Shift might soldier on well enough, the First Shift seemed to have a grasp on things, but the Second Shift… They had taken a beating. If Hob could start making their lives easier now….
“Alright,” he conceded finally, “but not all the way to the door. I… don’t want it looking like you have to escort me there or anything, okay? No offense.”