on the subject of name meanings, mine is a mix. the greek root means honoring god. the gaelic version, Tadgh, means the poet. add in my ancestral family name, given for our shaved heads before battle, and my name becomes "Poet of The bald headed warriors" as for substances, I was a bad boy in my youth. tried everything I could get my hands on, with one notable exception. Ecstasy/Molly(which I'll rectify new years weekend). I still occasionally smoke a little weed to take the edge off, but I have pretty solid self control.