I'm the same way, sorry I wasn't able to let you know T.T

It's definitely fine, as long as you're okay. c:

^_^ well I am feeling a bit better today

That's so good to hear. c: I'm really glad. I am not feeling up to my best today, and was pretty busy the night before and didn't sleep until 8 AM 'cause I had some people over so that's added to it... otherwise I would've talked earlier. Sorry, dear. :c But it's nice to hear you're okay.

I'm still a little sick but I'm much better so I should be able to get back into writing today ^_^ I hope you sleep well and start feeling a bit better

I feel slightly better, actually. ^-^ I couldn't sleep until pretty late though... 6;30 or something. But anyway, you don't have to worry about writing if you don't feel well. Honestly. c:

I hope you're feeling better today. c: I wish I could say the same about me, but I had chemo today. Lots and lots and lots of pain. I can barely think. ><

I've been really tired today but not feeling so hot. I am sorry you had to go through chemo today. I know it is painful for you and isn't pleasant. Try to rest ^-^

I've done nothing but rest all day. Actually sleeping, however, I don't think I can do right now. My arm is still in pretty bad shape. :c Nothing for pain... well I guess that's not entirely true but nothing that will take it all away like actual pain meds. ><

I'm sorry, that really sucks. I wish you weren't in so much pain T.T

It's alright, my momma is being nice and just called in my pain meds. Apparently the doctors are willing, which is new, but it's so very likely that my insurance company won't let me have them again. They never do because they think I'm a drug addict -- know I am. Like, my doctor and I decided I should go up on my meds (really I made him think it was his decision because if I just come out and say it, more people start treating me like a pill-head) and change it to a different kind so my tolerance would be lower ('cause it goes up so fucking fast to any meds I take now), and even after that decision was made we waited a month, which is how long I'm supposed to wait per script, and they STILL told me no because they thought I was tricking my doctor or some shit.Idk why you'd bother creating a company to help people, then refuse to help people... *sigh*.

Sorry, end rant. >< How're you today?

I'm sorry, I hope that your insurance company actually lets you have them. You shouldn't have to suffer in pain, they should be able to help you. T.T

I am doing pretty good today, just getting ready for Thanksgiving like cleaning and prepping food for cooking tomorrow.

Oh right, Thanksgiving is tomorrow... I keep forgetting. We kinda stopped celebrating Holidays, or at least fully. I was gonna join my friend in Michigan 'cause he and his brother are my best friends (and his brother moved like two years ago or so) but they decided they don't want me there I guess. I would've felt I was intruding anyway, but they told him he could bring his girlfriend (also one of my best friends) so I was pretty offended before. I'm over it. xD

That being said, totally cook for me so I can eat tons of food tomorrow still. ^-^

That really bites! I would feel hurt if my friend gave me an invite and then took it away only to invite someone else (even if it was a boyfriend/girlfriend). I think everyone should be able to celebrate the holidays and have a fun time. If you were closer I would invite you to my families since I have like three thanksgivings every year XD

I will definitely be cooking a lot XD I am in charge of the apple pie and will be helping with the main things like mashed potatoes, turkey and ham.

Mmmmmm yum, I bet you're a great cook. c: And that's awfully sweet of you. :P I don't take offense to being 'uninvited' since I was never officially invited, but Sean wanted to see me and David wanted to bring me and since Holly (David's girlfriend) was allowed to go we just assumed the family would be cool with it. I'm more just being selfish I guess. :P

Sorry it took me so long to respond... Medicaid did let me have my pain meds, but I'm having a weird reaction to them so I've been dealing with it. I think it's 'cause I had chemo yesterday and haven't eaten today, but I'm eating now. Hopefully I'll balance out soon, but my temper is going through the roof and I keep almost falling asleep, also the narcotic-itch is unusually bad, even though I took Atarax to counter it. Dunno... but now I have to watch Nick because Mom is going to go 'work' at the bar next door 'cause they asked her too, even though she doesn't work there and she's just going so she can get more drunk and leave me with Nick. Sigh. So that's not really helping my temper right now....

Anyway, what're you up to? Aside from Thanksgiving prep.

I don't know. I think I am pretty good at cooking and others seem to think so but it is usually family lol can't trust if they are trying not to hurt my feelings. I just like making people's holidays happy and my family never minds when I bring friends ^_^

It's alright, I completely understand. I'm sorry you had a strange reaction to the pain meds but at least you got approved for them so that is a plus. It isn't very good that you have to watch your brother while you are having to deal with all this but it isn't my place to judge. I hope at least I am making it a bit better for you.

I'm just cleaning and more cleaning. It is going to be crazy tonight and tomorrow. I can't wait for the holidays to be over

Of course you like to do that for people; you're too sweet, Miss Brigette. c: and also of course you made it better. ^-^ I just laid him down to sleep, so that's good. And yeah I imagine holidays are a hassle if you actually have responsibility. :c I'm sorry, luff.<3 Bright side, though: You get to eat until you become fat. :D

Lol still don't know about that though I am glad you are feeling better even if it is a bit ^_^ at least he is sleeping so that should help. It is a bit of a hassle but it isn't too bad just makes you busy. It is very true that I get to eat all the good stuff but I hope I done gain fat lol XD I'm trying to lose weight as it is

Pfff I'm sure you don't need to lose any weight. c: I mean, I know I've never seen you or anything, but I can't imagine you in any way that isn't tiny and cute. Heh. xD

Lol I am tiny as in short and I might be cute but I still would rather have my muscles back and look how I did in high school XD I am not fat by any means but I still wish I could get back to 115 or 120