[Matt]

As you pile stuff onto the cart, your mind wanders. [i]I wonder what it would be like to kill someone. I don't know if I could do it. I think I could, but I haven't tested myself. In books, movies, and interviews of soldiers, they've all said that the act of killing a man is unforgettable, that it changed them somehow. Would it change me? How would I change... Would I even be able to do it? It's pretty cliche but I guess possible for me to hesitate right before I kill someone. I didn't feel anything killing zombies, but they were already dead, so it can't count. I don't wanna die because I hesitated in the heat of things, and I'm probably going to have to kill in the future. Best to be prepared for it.... It'll probably be a huge rush. People say there's nothing more exciting than the feeling of killing a man, but that's probably exaggerated. I'll have out in a safe way. A situation where I'm not fighting for my life or staring down the barrel of a gun. One of the students around here maybe? If they were alone, and I said they turned and came after me... It would be self-defense, and no one can really do a thing about it anyways. If I see a straggler I don't know, I'll do it. Test myself, prepare myself for what's to come.[/i]

All necessary supplies heaped up on the cart, you sit down and have a late lunch.