I don't think it's unhealthy to think of it as much as it is to worry. I actually enjoy thinking about it, but I'm not worried. Time is time, it'll go with our without me. I wanna mean the most to the people I'm with now, rather than care what happens in the future. Do I want to die? Hell no. Am I afraid? Hell yes. XD but only because I don't know where it goes. Just gotta enjoy the little things until then ;3

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