[quote=Terraniux]
Maybe I act depressed 24/7 because I AM.And I am grateful, only I'm also hateful Of the person that I am. I don't hate my life, or my mind, I just hate myself, and what I do with my mind....or, rather, what I don't do...
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Well newsflash, we're all bloody depressed here, in one way or another <.< But we don't go on about it because that'd just bring others down >.> We are actually trying to stop the depression, unlike you who does nothing but go on and on and on about it. Try actually helping yourself, maybe if you stop freakin' moaning and saying that your going to leave to just come back and do the same thing over and over again and actually try to get the fack over it <.< There is no need what-so-ever to try to make others feels sorry for you. You still have friends, so stop complain about how you have few friends and start appreciating the ones you have.