[quote=AbigailTenshi]
You are just so XD My fucking god, learn to love yourself idiot! All this is pathetic and attention seeking. You have [B]no reason to hate yourself so much, so stop being stupid and learn to care about others instead of always talking about yourself >.> You hate yourself, big fucking woop <.< Maybe if you would stop thinking about yourself and start actually paying attention to the ones that try to help you then you wouldn't be so depressed.[/B] People try to help you because they like you and how you are and want to make you happy and feel good, [B]but all you can think about is yourself and your problems which you HAVE NONE! There is nothing fucking wrong with you. Stop seeking attention and then make others feel bad for you because that is what you're doing! If you don't like something about yourself FUCKING CHANGE IT! It's your body, your mind and you are the only one that can change yourself. But, there is nothing to change because there is nothing wrong. You're just being petty. [/B]For fucks sakes, if you don't like people caring about you, ignore it and live a sad and lonely life since that's what YOU fucking want since you don't give a fuck about those who care about you enough to try and be happy for them. <.<
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Why do you think I hate myself? I hate myself because I hate myself hating myself and drawing attention like a fucking whore.

And still you misunderstand some key things: I AM happy for other people, I DO care about people that care about me, I just think that their care is wasted on a pitiful fuck like me. Sure, I can laugh, I can smile, but the darkness just seeps right back in.

And you're the one dragging this on, I'm just trying to make a point and you're the only one arguing it. Everyone else just passed it off and continued on their merry way. You, however, argue with me over it instead of just passing it off. You're the only one here who's really giving me any attention.