Since you guys are honestly some of my best friends...I want to tell you whats going on with me and my life...I have been diagnosed with Schizophrenia...I mean...I thought for a very long time something was wrong with me...but I went for help when I started hearing whispers...Right now they are running different medications through me to see which ones work best...Some of them make me super depressed...and some have made the voices much louder...I haven't started to see reality distort or see people who aren't there...at least not yet anyway...and hopefully I never do...But I'm sorry I don't post like I used to. At least now you have an idea why...