Kijani woke with a sudden startle, in a cold sweat. Another nightmare, perhaps, but one she couldn't quite grasp. Once she got her bearings, she realized what had woken her.

"The emails." She made a choked noise. "Oh, god no." Hastily, she pushed herself out of bed, looking for her things, her phone, something. Gray spots danced in her vision and she nearly fell flat on the floor, managing to sit at the last moment. 

"Ow." 

There was nothing she could do. They would know the truth that was supposed to die with her.