Matt backed away, feeling terrible. "I'm sorry. Really, I just need a minute. This is nothing against you." With that, he got out of the water, and headed back to the RV. When he arrived, he grabbed a towel and a fresh shirt from his backpack. Deciding now was as good a time as any, he also grabbed the bottle of rum from his backpack. He plopped himself down on the beach and took a big pull off the bottle. 

This was nothing against Ruby, it was true, but something still felt... wrong. Julia was still on his mind, even though they have been fighting like hell. Something deep inside was telling him that it was over, but they Matt and Julia had known each other since they were children and have been together since they were fifteen. He wasn't quite ready to give it all up just yet.