Sounds rough, i'm guessing something college and/or rehousing related? I'm open to listen for a bit if you need an ear. 

As for your feelings of "not good enough", if it's a fear of disappointing others, well, refer to the last sentence of my signature, it's useful for both acceptance of passing on AND gaining self confidence. If it's a matter of not feeling good enough to yourself, then always remember that if you did your best then at the end of the day that is all that matters. I know i'm coming off as a bit preachy or like a life coach, but it's the truth.

Glad you liked the song by the way, the guys that made the songs for RvB did an amazing job for all ten seasons of the show and I love nearly every single one.