[quote=@Dark Wind]
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Nonsense! Not scary whatsoever. You do you and you shall be happy. Just gotta find what you want (finding that out might be scary). That's probably the corniest thing ever, but it's true. 
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Normally I'd agree with that, but I spent 14 years believing that nuraing was what I wanted to do, four years training only to pretty much get no where because of lack of jobs, and a couple of bad experiences. It took me a year to decide to pack it in, and change to pharmacy. 

What im afraid of is being 27 and having to change careers again because of something else like this happening, and I don't know if I can bounce back from that a second time. I'm still bouncing back from it now.

Talking helps. And if it's with faceless friends on the Internet, well...somehow that's easier. I try and tell my parents this, my friends and they're like oh don't worry, it will all work out.

I've been believing that since I was five, and bullied every single day too. 

Anyway. That's enough of a whine for me. Thank you!