When I get this unshakable burnout where all the grand plans of the night before just sound stupid to my ears, and after which I read all my posts and realize i don't really like them and that they have all sorts of problems, after which I simply shut down, check all the roleplays and possibly complain about it as I am actually doing right now.

And backlog around here. All my fault and I still hate it. Usually caused by my burnouts and tend to not be fixed unless I drop something or another. They make me feel like a hypocrite, especially when I am the first guy to complain about a dead roleplay.

I complain, then I remember that one collab that (as of now) has been sitting for two weeks that I keep trying to put off even more...