[color=darkgreen]I can't sleep and don't know why. Could it be this necklace? Hmm. I think instead of wearing it I'll keep it in my pocket of my jacket. How are we supposed to rely on a colored gem to show us our true love for life? How can something so simple have such a meaningful impact on my life? It can't. I'll just put it away. This is just fantastic.I guess I can try texting Ryan again later so I am not being too intrusive. Times like this I need more friends. I need to figure out this gem.[/color]