[Center][Color=Salmon][B][I][H2]*~*Rose Yashia*~*[/h2]
Black Rose of the Phoenix
At a local cafe//with Jarvis
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"I am not afraid of the games...I am afraid of becoming "her" again. You know dark magic like mine fuels from one's heart and soul...I always been in the dark even when I was convinced...my own mother had to be put in a asylum for nearly killing me when I was a child...I was always treated differently for just existing...my magic...it is the only friend I ever had ever since I could remember...maybe mom knew who I would become...what I have done..."she commented as she continued to look out the window" doctors say her mental state was lost even before having me that she suffered from her own magic, from her own existence... she had the same as me. One day, I visited her and ended her suffering upon her wish...maybe that was what she wanted to finally die..no longer haunted by herself."

"I am also worried about the riders. The dark group I once was part of...I was the third strongest member...I was feared and adored by every one...I was the one who found Jack and trained her to who she is today... but I fell to the one that took the name chaos...he is Elyse's father...by allowing my guard down I was taken down and thrown out like garbage but that was alright cause Elyse was the one who saved me from killing everyone and thing in that order her and a sweet woman who found me and nursed me back to health."she said" I only told my story to Jamie but I never told anyone who Elyse's father is...in a way, Elyse gave me a reason to change and possibly saved my life, I could only imagine what I would be if she was never born."she said. Rose kinda felt better letting out her worries inside of keeping them inside. She couldn't tell Elyse her worries cause Elyse wouldn't understand half of what she was worried about plus she didn't want Elyse to ask about her father