Adelisa heard the slamming and commotion outside. She looked at the sleeping pills laying on the floor and back at the door. She didn't know whether to just get up, open the door, and say 'I'm fine everybody' then go on with it; or just get it done now. She looked back at the door as Lila spoke and her heart clenched. She crawled on the floor and picked up a handful of the pills. Then, she crawled over to the bedroom door and leaned on the wall next to it. 

She closed her eyes and said "I'm sorry." Her eyes went to the music and she groaned. She couldn't think with the music on. Adelisa got up and turned off the music. She needed silence. She needed… she needed someone. She moved back to leaning against the wall and she said "Lila… Amelia… I'm so sorry." Her heart waned and she slowly looked up to the ceiling, hoping for some sort of sign.