He let out a breath, thinking on what his words to be next would be. Before he finally picked up his fork to start and eat. It looked like he was more distracted by his thoughts than he was eating the food which was probably a good thing. Memories of the past kept surfacing in his head. His brother and sister, older of the two had to watch them die while he  didn't.

Broken out of his thoughts before they could go any further he looked to Sam. James didn't know if he could trust her with this weight he had no way of knowing. If the doctors knew they would try to take him apart to figure out how to make people immortal like him. Immortality wasn't a fun thing to have when watching everyone you know die around you while you  can't.

When she grabbed his wrist he looked up at her, surprised somewhat at her actions though he nodded at her words. "I guess everyone feels that way sometimes." When she told him it gets easier he swallowed. [i]not when your immortal.[/i] Shaking that thought from his head, that was because he wasn't letting people in.

Blinking his gaze went back to his lap, "just thinking about my brother and sister that I had lost in the fire. They were only maybe a few years younger than me I can't remember its just been so long." He knew he could trust her, and that he had wanted to tell her, but he couldn't not yet anyway.

A sigh escaped his lips as he tried to push down the hundred years of memories. Scratching his good leg before setting down his meal as he thought on both his siblings he hadn't done that in years.