Taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly. Trying to calm himself down enough to where he didn't break down in front of her. Blue eyes showed sadness he sniffles slightly trying his hardest not to break down with the faces of his brother and sister flashing through his mind. 

Looking up from his lap, pain and sadness in his eyes as he looked at her. He sighed some, blinking away the tears that had formed in his eyes. "I remember the first time I went out hunting with the both of them. My brother had gotten his first kill and he was stoked." He smiled sadly at the memory. He sniffled again letting out a shaky breath.

Wiping his eyes, but nodding at her words. "Thanks Sam" he was trying his hardest to get a hold of himself. His hand was shaking badly as he tried to hold back the tears that threatened to spill. "Though I am the oldest out of all of them I don't really know what they would say to me. They really never got the chance to live their life to the fullest."

Though he couldn't hold it back he finally broke down sobs tore through his body. His good hand covering his face as sobs tore through him it had been awhile since he had broken down and in front of someone too.