James sighed, some gathering his thoughts. "Alright alright I was a soldier back then. Didn't follow orders everyone I went out almost got my squad killed the Greek God of war wasn't happy with me not at all. I didn't know the meaning of having people close to me." He sighed some tasking a deep breath. "I may have pissed off some gods I didn't know the meaning of cherishing other peoples lives. Zues is trying to make a point something I have yet to figure out still. The Greek gods exist its a lot to take in I know. Anyway I've changed ever since that time still I don't know what lesson they want to teach me." He curled his fingers into a fist, "gods want to be vague with me, but anyway still don't know the lesson their trying to teach me and I'm sorry for over reacting. People would believe I was a lunitic for telling them this."