Naisha listened to Gippal as he was trying to comfort and calm her. Tears didn't exactly stop running down her cheeks, but she did at least start to calm down a little and her breathing started to return to normal. She looked at Urick as he squeezed gently her shoulder before he and the rest went outside, even Alex left now. The mage understood what Gippal was telling her, her mind was also telling her it wasn't her fault, but she still couldn't stop feeling guilty about being so easy to take over. What if this happened again at some point? What was she going to do at that time? [u][color=6ecff6]“Listen to him, it wasn't your fault. It was that man's, Thane. If someone is to blame it's him for bringing that monster into existence.”[/color][/u] Naisha heard a cold sounding voice ringing through her head...[color=6ecff6][b]” Yeah... it's his fault... He needs to be stopped... by any means...”[/b][/color] She weakly said after that. It seemed as Nai was agreeing with Gippal as obviously he couldn't hear the voices in her head. She felt anger now, instead of the self pity and regret.[u][color=6ecff6]” Good in such cases anger is better to have than other negative emotions.”[/color][/u] She heard the cold voice again. 

 Now that they were the only two in the room, Naisha turned her head towards Gippal. Her eyes were red from the crying earlier.[color=6ecff6][b]” Gippal, don't leave me behind... You will have to go soon. I know what it means to be a Guardian. You have to follow the summoner...”[/b][/color] Naisha said with pleading voice.[color=6ecff6][b]” Even if Eva doesn't take me as  a Guardian, just... take me with you at least till Luca! I have to leave and go after Thane too! If I can't go with you, I will contact Aunt Rikku from there! I know the Al Bhed have ships that travel the world without rest! I'm sure they will allow me to join one of them!”[/b][/color] The frail girl stated. She knew now that she looked like this things were going to become even harder for her. People disliked the different... at least the  Al Bhed were know to be a lot more tolerant. It was going to be safer with them than to stay here if she wasn't allow to go with the others as a Guardian. She knew that people from Yevon will come for her eventually...