Hours had passed and Kaizo stood in the bamboo forest panting and dripping with sweat, his body began to ache and his legs began to shake as they could barely hold him up anymore, his arms burned but he refused to fall to his knees but with every second he felt it getting harder and harder not to and before even a minute passed he dropped to his hands and knees panting heavily then he grit his teeth and began punching the floor with his right fist over and over again with pure aggression in his voice "Dammit! Dammit! Dammit! why am I so useless! Why can I not be like everyone else! why does my body always give up! how am I supposed to get anywhere if I can't even manage a bit of training!!" As Kaizo said this a yellow Aura had begun to form around him and grew larger and larger as he got more and more irritated and angry at himself then suddenly Kaizo slammed his right fist into his own gut causing him to cough up blood "You're worthless!" Kaizo then punched himself again causing him to cough up more blood "Nothing but a weakling!" Kaizo then fell back into a kneeling position and looked up to the gray sky "Why can I never get stronger...why...is this all that I am capable of? how is this fair! how am I supposed to become a Captain with such a weak body!!" Kaizo's head then dropped and the yellow spiritual energy that had formed into an Aura grew more and more to such a point shapes began to form from the spiritual energy and these weren't simple shapes this looked like a skull...Kaizo was indeed strong but he was blind to this and his greatest weakness was himself...he made himself suffer. 

Kaizo clenched his hands into fists and grit his teeth then with his right hand he grabbed the hilt of his Zanpakuto and unsheathed it with pure rage causing it to spark as it came out the sheath then he stood to his feet and then rammed his Zanpakuto into his right leg causing blood to spurt out violently, he then removed the Zanpakuto and Sheathed it "If you are going to give up then you can suffer!! my body can give out but my soul will not and so long as I have a soul and a heart I wont stop! YOU HEAR ME!!! I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!" Kaizo began clenching his fists so hard that the palms of his hands began to bleed then suddenly he looked straight up and began shunpoing around faster than before even with the wound to his leg but every time he'd pass the Bambo it'd rip apart like sword through paper...it was effortless...Kaizo's determination was on a whole other level and if he had to put himself through pain to get to this state then he would...no matter what it took