whenever I am roleplaying I get very very demotivated to do anything. and I always end up dropping out of RP's. is this natural for most RPers to do this, or should I try to train myself to be more motivated or what?.

I feel like their's nothing for me to RP here. all of the Free RPs are cliche and contain overused premises, all of the Casual Roleplaying looks like it holds more stuff for me, but I am not on a high enough commitment level for it.

I tried GMing. all of my RP's sucked and had one person with everyone dropping out before Round start.